i am who i am not, i am not who i am

whatmore do I have to say

2009-06-12T00:50:00.001+08:00

More ideas and/or WILL-MISS-MEs

tayar pancit

2008-08-07T14:47:00.003+08:00

When everyone else is updating their blogs with happy (or emo) posts, Jessica thinks to herself. What is wrong with her? Forget posting the many drafts she has, she doesn't daily-blog-read anymore.

And she's growing many strands of semi gray hairs.

She is waiting for her next menses to see if there's any irregularities in her hormone cycle.

Maybe, the sifu of laziness has crept in and is toiling. *silently screaming nooooo*
Remember, remember the 18th of August.

all pictures yet to be uploaded.

2008-07-13T17:06:00.013+08:00

I am here in Ikano.

In The Bakery.

With a cup of Mocha Frappes and F8 notes.

Dang, I'm hardworking. Not, I'm just pretending.

The reason I'm here is because I can't catch up with my 2 sisters and mum. All I worry about is F8 tutorials. Not, again. I have an extra day since I did not go back to Muar.

The sofas in the Starbucks opposite are taken. =(

Same goes to Starbucks in Curve. =(

So, I wanted to try Gloria Jeans. But the only sofa set has butts on. =(

And the place Ikea sells good curry puffs is crowded as always.

The Starbucks in Kota Damansara had available sofa sets then.

Family went to the Waterfront at Desapark City before picking my sister up in UPM.

I got caught up with the place even before I came out from the car. And it isn't my first time being there. So they left me to shop for milk and etc. I was having a pleasant time just walking about in the breeze.

Great concept. <3

Great architecture. <3

I think I've mentioned this before. I will again the next time I visit the place.

Great hangout place <3, before it got hummed.

It is very western-ish, and how I love the open air concept. And everything about it. <3

Everything minus the part that more are visiting the place.

Desapark City is like a neighbourhood itself. At the shopping complex, it is complete with a clinic and a pet shop. At the pet shop, where I was greeted with a choking smell of chorine which diminished a while after that, there was something that could be described 'as though in a movie'. Two Shih Tzu pups smooch-licking. And they couldn't stop! Smooch-lick, allllllll the way.

Another agenda in the cage above, a brown pup, probably around 20 inches, chasing and biting its own tail. I perceived the darling wasn't aware that the tail was part of itself as it was biting real hard.

Then as I was walking out, there came a dog. A dog looking like a lion from the front, having a mane of a lion, and the fur colour of a lion. It is a lion-resembling dog.

Universiti Putra Malaysia is huge. The faculty my sister is in beats Sunway University College. Just the Veterinary Faculty itself. I didn't quite get my sister when she said it'll take a while to ride on a bike from her college(hostel) to the faculty. Now I do.

We had lunch in Victoria Station (not Secret, Jeang Meng) earlier today. That, later.

how about birthday this year?

2008-07-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

~~Bitch~~ Babe, I'm sorry I can't make it for another GDO or GNO before you leave.

August 2006

Best candid picture, still. Look at how blur looking I was.

Mar 2008

Probably our near birthdates is taking effect on our looks.

August 2005
I was looking real *toot*.

February 2008

I should have.

i have yet to show the world

2008-06-14T09:23:00.002+08:00

The prettiest bus ticket!

strictly no durians before a date

2008-06-13T17:53:00.009+08:00

I'm back on track, for now at least I think. Although I didn't bump into HuiYi's house today and somebody forgot about ice kacang or aka nut ice, by HuiYi, who also asked how to translate cendol. What's cen? What's dol? Hence, I could only suggest 'cent-doll'.

A few days of not-up-times, I did not daily-blog-read, which I only realised early today. Thanks to Zili who asked me to look up for the almost-bald head of his. Little did I know that I wasn't the only who felt so bad. That's for forgoing my routine.

It is the expectation of me which resulted from my past achievements, of which I no more regard as achievements, that made me rather not answer to a certain question because I know exactly what I will hear from them. FYI, I used them though sometimes with friends as a blunt weapon or to brag with no intention. Bah what I just said. I know they mean no harm. I *toot*.

Being one pessimist, I couldn't stop thinking of what to do at the worst case scenario, of *not telling*, and deriving no absolute answer, it's not great. I became indifferent and couldn't be bothered, for a short while. Bah it all again.

Please be informed that the above is rare at current time. She has rediscovered the path she was walking after a fox kidnapped her, beat her up and left her unaided.

Today, in the attempt of having a superb (I'm exaggerating) font collection for my laptop, harass me not (or which has turned to ~~har~~ass me not recently), I came across

*smiles all the way*

Dad claimed that he saw a falling star.

when a friend claims that he misses you

2008-06-12T23:10:00.003+08:00

You learn that some like eating wantans when they look like siumais to you.

The wantans don't look that appealing from here.

After FFK-ing for 2days, I went out with ChongHao. The guy was going to die of boredom. We went to 2 eateries in approximately 2 hours. Him having supper right after I have my dinner. Dad thought it was weird too.

It felt like a short hiatus from uneasiness. And I did not come out of it totally.

i stepped on dog pee

2008-06-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

I feel more miserable than landing my foot on the warm puddle of urine.

i'll be alright, tomorrow(hopefully)

2008-06-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

I asked as we passed by a funeral parlor,

'Can I not have a funeral when I die?'

Wedding alone is enough.

i've never YouTube this long

2008-06-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole afternoon yesterday, at least three hours, yes, I shouldn't be doing it, but the right thing just came at the wrong time, catching up the episodes of Xiaxue's Guide to Life and Chick vs Dick that I missed. Some are funny.

I found out that Xiaxue hasn't got her license too. *giggles* And she's like a few years older than me.

I'm not making her an excuse not to drive, okay.

i would say...

2008-06-05T11:07:00.001+08:00

Another splendid reason for NOT driving! Yeah, baby!

I almost thought, well before the increase of petrol price, which everyone should be aware of by now, even Jessica who doesn't read the newspaper and didn't know of the earthquake until days after, when her sister gave her an exclamation, 'I bet you didn't know there was an earthquake!'. Of which she answered proudly to. 'Oh really? That I REALLY didn't know.'

Where is your sense of responsibility as an earthling? Think about the number of leaves, branches, trunks and trees you waste per day. Think about the scorching heat and the pouring rain. Think about global warming. Think about the days of Noah.

Wait, I shall complete my hanging sentence. Continuation from 'I almost thought...'. ... that I should consider, no, that I should pick up the driving skills. Sister was story telling her days she had to drive to school on her own for STPM.

Big deal. Your sister has the privilege of being driven. I didn't say that, and I certainly don't mean it a tiny. Driving IS a privilege, from the opposite side of the mirror. If you can choose not to drive when you don't want to.

Plus, she said she has better things to do than fetching me to the exam centre which is 30 minutes away.'Like sleeping', when I asked what could they be. 'I'm wasting two hours a day for your exam'. Me said, 'Sleeping brings no monetary value'. Her job after coming back from Penang is to start roting and rot until the results for university application is out. Then either continue rotting until the time to enter into uni if she's going to public uni or end her roting luxury if she has to decide on which private uni to go to.

I did not mention that I moved the car left and right. It was two Sundays ago. I'm still wobbly, to be frank.

Now for the bashfulness, my younger sister surpassed me! The beria-ia ingin to drive self of her has reversed the car out from the house and stepped on the accelerator and drove in the stadium. And and, moved mum's car!

I HAVE NOT stepped on the accelerator! (I think an exclamation mark is necessary) What more I have to say?

Once reversed the car out of the porch, which was against I didn't want do. Of not exceeding the gate limit, yet. All along, I mean these few times I moved the car, the gate isn't wide open. An object I need to look out for (not banging into, of course), other than mum's car butt, dad's car butt, pillars, curb and a pot. A pot.

A big fat pot with guppies inside as prevention against Aedes mosquitoes. Anyone wants guppies for their younger siblings, or any other purpose? The guppies TingXin gave for my 16th birthday probably have descendants of a few generations. I had to mix them with dad's guppies, or see them die one by one. I made all the necessary steps for keeping pet guppies, except for the oxygen bubbling device. I bought water plants in trade for the bubbling thing which I thought was too big for a cute decent glass fish bowl. One swam and got itself trapped, and perished.

Exam is a very good reason for lack of practice. Lack of practice is a very good excuse for letting my sis drive more kilometres than me.

I finally met up with James. He is such a bad brother, to his brother. TingXin redid her wonder wave. The previous wonder wave lost its wonderness and the ocean became pretty much calmer. And we had cendol for tea.

time to savour my kitkat

2008-06-03T22:55:00.009+08:00

I bet many are taking their time off now, or is it just me? Don't you just feel so lethargic after the Law paper? Perhaps my parents are, I disturbed them the whole night. Oh no, no talking about Law! The only probable 'advantage' is that I'll anticipate and really panic when the results are out in August. Oh no!

I wish I had more time, like usual.

And I bruised my pinky.

which appears to be just blots plus some redness from dragging my finger across miles, probably just metres of exam sheets.

And I need finger massage. From a charming masseur with delicate smooth fingers.

When I was in the middle of my dinner, the longest since I was back home, Chien called to ask about Tax, the rental income. I went like, 'Tax was yesterday! You should be asking me Law maybe.' Now, I think I might have made a mistake as well. Not checking! Then I told him where I was having dinner because he said the ikan bakar there is good. Instead of an acknowledging Okay or Alright, he said 'Your business', with no lah. Urggghh, it isn't heart wrecking, it's just, fine! He did it on purpose and I know he didn't care.

Meng Hong called me a while ago. I thought, he can't be asking me out for supper in the midst of his exam. It's not like he ever did. =). He asked whether I'll be able to transport his camera to Subang before the 13th. For his prom, he said. I am reminded how nerdy ACCA students should be, for not having prom. I am not sure if it's a good idea if the SAC really organise a prom. It'll certainly be cool and all. ACCA students are not all that nerdy. But...

i wish for a paper shredder

2008-06-02T20:06:00.008+08:00

A paper shredder to shred each piece of paper as I read to the last line. One placed at my left hand. *laughs evilly*

There was one good looking guy who sat for F6 in the same centre as me. He was as if the only person in color while others were retro black and white, or gray. You know, you know, you are picturing it in your mind, only if you're in key with me.

He's not that oh-so-cute, ~~unlike Mr. Cutie~~, but I certainly, hardly, see someone that colourful in Muar for an ACCA examination. He's not literally colourful, mind you.

Rain + after work hour =jam, even at here.

Black glutinous soup and yu char kuey. Muaaaahhhhh. Muahhh muaahhh muaaahhh. *kisses fingertips*

The Tax examiner did not shoot me down(totally). She missed(a few), or I survived(with minor injuries but not death). *laughs evilly, again*
And I actually finished the paper before time. *skips in joy*

*begins to do the opposite of evil laughing, wailing* I just described Law paper to mum. A scratch on the forehead.

i wanna sulk/rant so badly

2008-05-29T21:26:00.003+08:00

...but I can't.

Groaning inwardly.

mummy said,'this is a reward for you for studying'.

2008-05-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

Kids often keep the best for the last. =)
I'm not eating it yet as I'm not studying like I should be.

javachip deprived

2008-05-25T23:07:00.013+08:00

Just a day and I've broke the first and only rule. Cool.

Meals yesterday. *disallows elaborations*

Lunch. Dimsum will NOT cease being one of my favourites.

At the makan place below,

you can find...

a naked duck

and a carrot hiding.

Dinner. Lesson on how delightful food can be.

The best things in life comes in pair. There's such saying, right?

Multiplication.

Say NO to cruelty!

The right way of eating is to pinch both its ears, then the tail before popping the whole bunny into your mouth.

Ooops!

And the dog greets everyone, I'm home.

SIX weeks

2008-05-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

FUhh.. EDC is finally over.*wipes sweat*

My parents are going to bring me home to ~~watch TV~~ study.

Rule No.1, no sleeping after 3am.
That is like what I do everytime I'm in Muar, and as a result of that, obviously unable to wake up early.

~~Rule No.2, no hogging of TV and laptop.~~
~~But I need them.~~

Rule No.2 is striked out because I can survive. I'll watch a lil, use a lil, still, to keep me going.

she'll be having her first slice of Dominos, tomorow.

2008-05-21T17:42:00.008+08:00

Miss Rozi said, "Good Luck to Man U, Good Luck to Chelsea, and both the Davids."

I satisfied my yearning for red bean/black glutinous soup in Medan, I mean Rock Cafe. As I stepped into the food court today through an entrance, one which I've never used before this, I smelled this familiar scent/aroma. I melted.

I am so going back there for more, when I need more. =D

I dreaded going for Tax EDC. I even thought of skipping today's class, which I didn't. It is not advisable to attend revision classes before revising first or at least have some inputs. Or else, get stranded in the deep wide ocean of Tax.

i am such a stalker, now that i know his name

2008-05-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

It was after so long we had our first dinner date, and it was a long one.

And we took an hour just to decide where to eat.

I stayed up the whole of today in class. It was such an achievement for a nine-hour session of Law, I wanted to try to sleep. To think of it now, it's probably the Latte I took in the morning.

Or Han's phone. The Toilet Aim game, where you must try pee-ing, I mean aiming into the hole, and there was a few types of toilets you can choose from. Guys should be better in this game.

As I was browsing through some of his pictures, and looking at a particular one, my right eye teared, literally. Tear kept pouring out. The picture isn't an emotion-provoking one, it just happen. ~~It's just him camwhoring with a facial mask on.~~

Did you get such a message?
I wanted to disobey the message, to leave my phone on. Since my elder sister urged as well, I switched my phone off, feeling like an idiot if it originated from a nuisance.

Kopiko drinks kopi. I missed out in all the photo snapping session. My camera is away. Kopiko was on the table like a star. Kopiko is a lamb plushie for Ms. Pushpa.

of how breakfast brightens one's day.

2008-05-15T11:25:00.009+08:00

1. Decide what to have for breakfast.

2. Pull out the first stick and say 'oohhhh', there're words on it. Pull out stick No.2. 'Oooohhhhh', again, different wordings on each biscuit sticks. Lay them straight on a piece of tissue paper.

3. Snap a picture, ascertaining all the words can be read.

4. Emphasize on the favourite stick you took out. 'Goat ler'. Sis was born in the Goat's Year. 'You are lucky today'. Okay, I'm not going anywhere, anyway.

5. Admire the animal faces printed on. Every single one. 'Ahhhh, this is cute, that is even cuter'.

6. Think that you have made a major discovery, before 'Eh, it's written here lar'.

7. Take Star Fish for a dip, in the chocolate, before being soaked in saliva and gaster juice and every other acid and alkaline in between.

HA, everyone smokes.

2008-05-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thus, I pronounce everyone (who smokes) a walking chimney. Call them smokers not, walking chimneys. I have contradicting ideas on this issue. Period.

Sis called this 'A Mug Of Love'. It actually contains green bean soup which her friend brought over to college for her. I had a sip, a sip of love.

So, that's her 'A Mug of Love'.

This is my 'A Sink of Love'.

If you haven't seen in Friendster.

And today is the day Corinne discovered how lame I can be. "...to emphasize, you must end every sentence with 'A Mug of Love'."

Drop, puddle, pond, pool, lake, sea, ocean. Have I got them right?

couch, tv and laptop.

2008-05-13T22:44:00.004+08:00

Oh, stop with the 'bring me home to watch tv'.

Like I said, it became my default personal message for all computers I use with the exceptional of mine. So, take it as an indicator that I'm not using my own.

The display picture too. =))

I didn't change both, because I like them the way they are. 'Bring me home to watch tv' was my shoutout. =)

And my parents have brought me home. ~~To study~~. To watch TV.

it's not right to watch Iron Man in the midst of EDC

2008-05-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

Strike that out. It's wrong to watch Iron Man in the midst of EDC!

Random picture taken out of randomness with Chien's phone. It wasn't that random. Just one of the things you do when you don't feel like studying. No, I don't practise that a lot.

My eyes are so puffy. A good sign of ex-excessive sleep I had lately. Yes, excessive. Thinking about the hours I should be studying instead of indulging myself on a bed with 2 pillows and a comforter.

I don't mind night classes. Preferably with mum or dad to drive me home, like they used to after tuition classes.

i want(ed) to go home

2008-05-08T02:53:00.010+08:00

He is so kind that He sends an angel, or two (which makes him even so kind-er) when you're in need. Angel in mortal form, a fairy. This assures me further that He is overlooking us from heaven.

It is sometimes the presence of some that you might not reach out much to that gives you the comfort. It feels as weird as it sounds.

At points of time I wish I never started blogging. I'm picking up the skill of expressing, it's not a too bad thing, but in times of suppression, I hope I am the old me, taking things the old way, doing things the old way. Blogging... creates more Evils in me?

And Rage is missing, when others thought I should be angry about a particular incident, I don't, I just shrud it off. I am not a helpless poor girl.

I am once again reminded about the time I thought there was nothing in/about the college which can hold me back, and I can just flee as I leave no impact in the college community.

a black kitten seated by the gate

2008-05-05T22:44:00.004+08:00

I was never very fond of pearls or bubbles, so you call, in bubble teas or ice blendeds and the other you-know-what drinks. I wouldn't ask for extra pearls like TingXin, better still if there's no pearls to choke me. I wouldn't try to suck out all the remaining pearls stucked under the leftover ice. Until recently that I enjoy chewing them and today, I went to buy immediately at the thought of drinking. Perhaps something about them is different now.

Muar isn't that bad a town, alright! Great people like me Alam, the winner of the first season of You Think You Can Dance, comes from this town who was bigger than Singapore before Singapore inflated and towns grew and reached 10000 residents, coming out as a district by itself. Even the pastor who preached in FGA Subang on Sunday found his wife there, okay.

And the place is known for brain-brain(which some KL-ians might not know of), mee bandung? and... (help me with this). Food, glorious food. I need my choral speaking's script.

Probably I grew up back there, I can't tell you how good they are. They are just supposed to be good. People from outstation just drool over them.

Blaming the town that I come from for some mistakes I made just won't work. The reinforcement rings I bought in Muar is more expensive than in KL because it has been approved by the ISO, cannot mehhhhh?

In anticipation for something in PeiYi's blog. If you read her blog, you would definitly know she's talking about me, if she remembers to insert it.

/EDIT: If you see missing e's in MSN conversations, my sister's laptop is at fault. She's lazy to entertain the Dell fellow if he agrees to come and solve the problem which is not the sole problem. I need my charger!

Jessica moved a car!

2008-05-04T09:49:00.009+08:00

Since her sister is away in Penang, Little Kelisa which rhymes with her sister's name, Melissa, is left unused when her parents go to work. It was too bad that she can't drive(yet) or else, nahh there's not much place to go in Muar anyway.

Her dad once told her that her sister is a good driver. Errr.... that's because he taught her. Pardon dad.

Sh FFK-ed dad on Friday, maybe so he FFK-ed her yesterday.

Well, she got up early today and before church, finally there was some time.

Her younger sister, Samantha beria-ia nak pandu. And she actually dare to be in the car when she was at the driver seat. Underaged, she told her.

That was her favourite answer to those who ask why she doesn't drive.

But after she's legal to drive, her reason/excuse is the duhhh 'I don't have a car, I see no point in driving', still applicable as of today.

While she was messing around with stuffs on Labour's Day, dad suddenly approached her at her 'mess up workstation' and said 'Er, if you get through ACCA Part 2, I'll get you....".
Immediately, she was lightened up as she was engrossed in the stuff before that(yup, stuff) wasn't looking at him. Her heart and her mind was yelling _ _(IT, I would like to use), and before she was able to say IT with her fingers(this was all running in her mind. She could almost see herself in IT with her shades on, winded-down windows, wind blowing her hair gently from the back slapping the sides of her face and when a hot girl or two passes by, lower down her shades and kill them with a wink. STOP! Note to she-self: Wakey wakey, stop dreaming. You're not a charming guy with good body structure and THE hair. End of note to she-self. And everything else, you'll be amazed at how fast brain can work at such times), dad woke her up from her DAYdream by saying _ _ _ _ (IT No.2. IT 2, for short.). "I thought you're offering to buy me a ___, a(n) IT." The IT 2 is hmmm... highly desired too.

Probably this is washing her brain inwardly, agreeing to ~~driving~~ learning to drive.

Jessica is so uncertain!

Driving Lesson Part 1, the way dad says it.

I was heading to the passenger seat as I walked down the garage. I looked as dad entered the car, passenger side. Instantly I said, 'I don't want to drive today'. 'No, no, you sit here. I teach you some theories the practical way'.

Before anything else, after lunch at Bak Kut Teh on Thursday, I took the car key, unlocked the car and told bro that I'm driving them home. I poked the key into the key hole and started the car. Turning to my dad, 'Daddy, this is the most, THE MOST I can do'.

So, I sat down and held the steering wheel. I don't know where to place my hands. The doors were open and morning sun rays gave extra lighting, which made no difference in the morning, and extra heat, which I fancy if I am not in a car.

'Firstly, you must start the car'. This I could manage. No problem at all. I must be at least good at the least things I can do. I even got a 'Good' from dad. 'You didn't hold the key too long, which is unnecessary for most auto cars. The length of time depends on the batteries'. 'Then, adjust your seat and mirror. Do you feel comfortable? You must be able to see the back windscreen through the mirror'. Haha, I finally got to adjust the mirror, without getting scolded, who isn't tempted to touch the mirror when they were young? At least I was. Adjust, adjust, when I can see the back windscreen, I asked dad to look at me as I checked the fringe of my hair. Dad had nothing to say. The seat was okay, but dad insisted that I move the seat front and back. I did what I was told.

Next into differentiating the brake and the accelerator. The wider one in the centre is the brake. PeiYi taught me this when we went to the arcade.

Most of you can drive right. It's just me, oh ya and HuiYi and JolWee. What's the rush, right? I don't think the others need any revision on the basics.

But, for the sake of refreshing my memory. So, I moved the gear up and down a few times to get familiar with the safety measures cars now have. Moving into Neutral gear and Reverse gear, dad asked me to step hard on the brake. I previously thought the car will only move if I step on the accelerator. Now, I know why an accelerator is called an accelerator and not a Go or something non scientific. Removing pressure from the brake can actually cause the car to go forth and backwards.

'Whoooooooooaw' as I did it, exactly a Jakun. The car jerked as I pressed on the pedal. 'Woops, that was hard', I said. 'That is why I want you to practise'.

I moved the car forth and reversed a few times between the gate and dad's car. 'I'm holding the handbrake, don't worry.'

Dad is worried for me, he said he didn't see me studying at all. I answered right away, you don't see me studying because I don't study, I'm worried but I'm not doing anything about it. I think I got him more worried.

I'm amazed at how long I can talk on the phone now. Joanne and I chatted till 3am on Friday, more like Saturday. We just went on and on yakking. Our conversation will be kept just between us. She seems to be enjoying her collegey life. She said she felt more belonged in college than in secondary school when I complain bout the campus life which doesn't feel as collegey or that collegey. Ya, I'm glad for her. And at the same time, feeling bad for how she felt during secondary school.

I did feel like a kid.

crafts might drive her kuku

2008-05-02T22:12:00.015+08:00

I was having a day off yesterday if my occupation is a student.

Instead of studying, like I did study at all these few days, I helped my youngest sister with her Art homework while she entertained herself in front of the computer. How useful I am. Erk heemmmm. I just couldn't withstand not dipping the brush into some paint. Poooofffff..

A flowie. A joint product.

TingXin came over in the evening because I couldn't finalize on the most appropriate fonts to use. My ever-proud-of-font-collection gives me headache always. TingXin was a great help in deciding the fonts, just saying Yes to what I showed her, and a No when I wanted to show her another font which I think will be appropriate too. It was so swift, we got on immediately.

For an eighteen-year-old.

For a nineteen-year-old.

I followed mum to office with the intention to study. You bet I did. I slept too late to stay awake. During lunch time, my mom brought me and another two staffs, twins, to Rengit Cafe, it's opposite Old Town in ... where the chairs captured my attention, I was examining the structure, looking at it with sarcasm before I laid my bottom.

Spot hidden Mickeys!

It's weird and weirdly quite comfortable to lean back and to rest my arms. I felt superior and was enjoying it while the others looked up the menu.

On the way back to mum's office, my mum told the twins about the below. Duh, I didn't read the news. I quickly went into the StarOnline. No hassle looking for it, no flipping of pages to do.

Tragic, if this wasn't planned.

The twins, mum's staff, Azi and another who is known as Dik, when they take char kuey tiow, one will have the mee only, one will have kuey tiow only.

chikungunya infected!

2008-04-30T20:37:00.004+08:00

This might be it.

flies shoo-ed me.

2008-04-29T18:18:00.011+08:00

Guess who was late for breakfast today?

This is one BIG hint.

Even HuiYi who unwillingly changed her wakey time got up and called me at 920am to ask whether TingXin is alive. She would ask me that everytime TingXin is late.

Miss Da Jie was snoring away!

Told you she has the habit of switching off her phone when she sleeps. She doesn't want to kill any braincells.

I actually was able to persuade them to have breakfast with me. I thought it was going to be of a lil difficulties as they are probably 4 hours lag, sleeping at 4 and waking up for lunch. TingXin agreed immediately saying she could wake up. HuiYi was asking me to go later, arguing with me that 11am is breaskfast.

I was erk hemm.. gracious enough to give her two choices. One, today at 9+. Two, tomorrow at 8 sharp.

After a long breakfast, they went shopping after trying to lure me to go with them.

No, I resisted and I stayed for maybe an hour plus.

Haha if I studied. I was observing people. How they eat their fries, whether they pour them out on the tray or not, and whether they tear or break the packets of salt or pepper. I was given a lesson on how to break the packet, the right way.

Not only in Taipan, McDonalds ran out of Sausage Mc Muffins. I guess it should be a nationwide issue. I wanted Sausage McMuffin! =((

3 out of the one million being distributed all over Malaysia. That's 0.0003%.

YongHaw asked why I went to McD to study. I proudly say, I'm trying to start a trend here in Muar, that might only work if more secondary school students study.

I miss college.

i finally found his toot

2008-04-28T23:45:00.004+08:00

First of all, does 'ak ak ak ak .. ak ak ak ak' sound anything like chicken?

I think my sister was that ill or that blur to rebut me when I asked her on the highway last night whether she heard ducks. There was a lorry filled with white ducks opposite the road which can be seen from where dad parked the car to pump petrol. Dad said they won't get to quack (though they were ak-aking and not quack-quacking, maybe they're geese)for long as they are to be slaughtered.

Aunt was very worried about sister because she still wasn't feeling well after so many days and insisted that she go for a check up in Damansara Utama Specialist Hospital. Blood test results from clinic which showed her low blood count of 85K (when the normal blood count should be above 150K) and rashes that started to multiply, sis had to go no matter what.

Poor her the thing was inserted in case the blood test(hospital) shows that she has dengue, but appears to be in vain. She didn't even know that two tubes of blood was drawn before the insertion.

She brought my attention to these medical gadgets.

Picture taken out of boredom.

Samantha.

We waited for an hour or so for the blood test results. The doctor assigned couldn't explain the still-low blood count. However, there was no need for her to be admitted. After consultation from the she-doctor, who has a red stethoscope and coloured contact lenses, we proceeded to the waiting area and while we were talking, a kid turned around casually and looked at us. Jessica Chiang can't bear not ~~bullying~~ amusing kids.

She did not only stick her tongue out this time, she made funny faces.

Kid after trying to imitate her gave a killer stare to her sister who was just beside.

Samantha's blood test on Saturday.

Pre.

During.

Post.

I'm not that suaku, okay. It just occurred to my mind to do it.

There's a mango madness back at home.

And mum is blaming the mangoes for extra weights she has gained.

Summary of sis' health condition.
Sickness: no-idea-what-sickness.
No of clinic and hospital visits: 6 visits as of today.
Total spent to date: RM410.

I was asked to gather all the medical receipts. With the calculator feature in my phone, calculating the total spent is obviously not a hassle at all.

i ain't worthy

2008-04-26T23:32:00.006+08:00

I once told JolWee that I don't know what is it to like, what more to love.

Forget love, I can't tell lust apart from likeness, or the other way round. Probably I just don't want to.

Bah.

zilo.pepe.bali.jack.

2008-04-24T23:41:00.005+08:00

this does look very freaky.

To him who says I have a lazy face.
To him who says he didn't expect such results from me.
To him who says I am short, ugly and fat.
To him who talks loud in mamak, and everywhere else.
To him who just has to stand when he tells stories or when he imitates someone.
To him who loves football, futsal, 10 and Thierry Henry.
To him who keeps his friends close.
... and list goes on.

See, every other posts has to wait because of you! (so riggghhhhhttttt)

That is one picture from my collection of me-self.

I AM lazy. Happy birthday.

in times of abstinence

2008-04-23T22:23:00.007+08:00

I did not post any drafts for a period of time because I felt guilty as I typed each word in them. It wasn't guilt, rather the I-should-be-studying.

Mock is officially over for us. We crashed Italiannies for lunch, a long one.

There was one, now there are two ~~LOAs~~ monks.

How do we describe this characteristic of cheese?

The two birthday boys. One on 21st, another 25th. Today is just the best day! Pepper grinder as microphones. The Italiannies crew made them stand on their chairs.

Camera battery started failing at this time, the most critical point. I was trying to on the camera to see if there was enough power for it to revive, I missed the questions posted to them boys. Pictures to be gotten from PeiYi.

Tomatoes in all dishes! (except desserts, I'm glad)

After Italiannies, we kinda regretted opting not to go for Definitely, Maybe. That was because we didn't know that we would take such a long lunch. So we went walking around the mall. When we were in MAChines, PeiYi got so excited when she saw a brochure or was it a label saying, 'With Ipod Touch, there's more to touch'.

I chose not to join the rest of the class for dinner at Yuen Steamboat. Don't ask why, but it's not because I think that there's nothing so good about the buffet.

I had Ebi Tamadon in Sushi King instead.

It might be a very simple dish. Japanese rice, two prawn tempuras, egg, spring onions and ONIONS-this is essential. It is the simplicity that I fell for.

assents can kill

2008-04-22T14:13:00.010+08:00

I feel so baka-ish.
I think I did better in Law than F5. Wait, I am not even sure that I'll pass the aforementioned paper.
I screwed the simplest question in F5. And I claim that I'm an Addmath student. It's two limiting factor, dear.
I chose to forgo Neglience, another obvious question.

And I've been told to come back and nap.

Before that,

Home-cooked/prepared food, all the way from Muar for dinner last night. Yay. It might not look appealing but ahhhhhhhh.... everything, I can tear. I'm trying to mak people or anyone jealous here!

I went back to heat those up and check on sister who complained headache in the morning. For once, I felt useless being a sister who can't drive. Mum called uncle to bring her to a clinic, and ask me not to worry bout sis and study. STUDY.....

I was told that the Milo from the cafeteria's vending machine tastes a lot better than the one in the student concourse. This is worth noting.

Yes, I've been told to nap and I'm actually going to conform.

sorry for the time i didn't want to talk. happy birthday.

2008-04-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

jeeezzz.

2008-04-18T22:01:00.005+08:00

Reward from sitting in CLC for more than an hour waiting for PeiYi to send over some confidentials.

Project X, with the silent H

2008-04-17T23:30:00.008+08:00

PeiYi ajak-ed me for lunch at McD today. This is like the first time she impliedly tell me that she's going to college on a no-class day. All other time, I would be informed by anyone who sees her.

I misinterpreted this!

I was asking her if anyone was so free to collect 4500 coupons just to redeem a Sausage McMuffin, before she asked me to read again. I only got it when she explained that 4500 coupons to be distributed per outlet. Now, I don't think I finish reading the whole banner.

EYE PROBLEM!

Indeed. I promised myself to refrain from using the contact lenses for a day and go for an eye check up when I go back to Muar. I've been copying the wrong words and as a result, abused liquid paper. I do have astigmatism problem, but it very minor, I don't need any corrective solutions. I don't think it's astig anyway. But I've been unable to ascertain 3,5 and 8 lately without straining my eyes. And stand 100 metres from me, your face will be blurred instantly. No, 15 metres should be sufficient. 3,5, and 8 could be a common problem though.

badFACEday

2008-04-16T01:26:00.015+08:00

This week marks the end of classes. Hurray! But it has to also mean serious studying and exam. I rather have classes. Can I trade Study and Exam for Class?

It has seemed that PeiYi and I are deemed the class' photographers, the girls Han put it, just because we ~~kepoh-kepoh~~ always have our camera with us, or at least more than anyone else in the class. Not our skills or cameras or anything. Due to much practices and trainings and drills, we didn't take long to find the spot on the whiteboard to place our camera for a group photo, self timed. We insisted to use the self-timer, 'More shock', PeiYi said. Thanks to the white board, we didn't have to tripods or stack books on a table, like when we took our first group picture in the lecture theatre. But well, PeiYi's photos will be used most of the time, rather all the time instead of mine. Mine are sort of back-ups.

It was Law, so err...

You actually look very okay with the blur face. It must be the background.

Let me take a second.

Hey, you covered his face totally.

Again.

And it didn't end just there.

This is like the best picture of me of the day and it's not even okay.

Thus, we declared goodFACEday for PeiYi and badFACEday, that's of course for me.

(un) M.I.A.

2008-04-15T01:07:00.006+08:00

How dare I miss out 'un' before the word 'like'?

Note that the main subject here is Ms. Slightly Blurred. And she had been perasan-ing since Sunday.

Christopher Long was there.

2008-04-13T23:02:00.007+08:00

I was present too.

No attempt for pictures when the band was on stage as I know none will turn out good. Absolutely positive about this. I'll just wait for Coffeestops to post pictures. Positive!

People started coming as early as 3 when the service was supposed to start at 5. Probably they heard of the human flood in FGA KL yesterday. And it was so adorable seeing young kids falling in line two by two, holding hands. One was accompanied by another who is older. Some were swinging their hands back and forth. Wee, how carefree.

reminiscence of playing taugehs

2008-04-10T21:29:00.005+08:00

Siang said I can consider any guy who notices my hair. BUT, sadly he's taken.

This is part of the 'I Lub You, Charissa' story, which I can't relate now.

Every single word I type makes me feel uneasy.

Outta here.

why did i dream of such

2008-04-08T23:04:00.009+08:00

This illustrates what a guy thinks of during Tax lecture.

I should be having a day off today.
I should have been in Malacca with my family today.
I should have been eating Sushi King's ramen with chopsticks, while sis gobbles her rice-based sushis down her throat.

I should be studying. *screams*

Can you guys stop luring me into thinking about the other A? I have resisted, the structure, the people, and else.

The mind is vulnerable, but the flesh is not.

i know i'm never alone =))

2008-04-06T19:53:00.006+08:00

So close I believe
You're holding me now
In Your hands I belong
You never let me go

"if only I am 5 centrimetres taller"

2008-04-04T22:41:00.006+08:00

My calf cramped this morning, as early as five. Mind that I was still hibernating. A sudden movement plus the cold temperature have caused the involuntary contraction of muscles, should be.

I was alone on my bed, David and PeiYi.

And thanks to you, Han for saying "I'm at home".

It was so abrupt and the pain is, I would not say excruciating, but it is enough that I could not let out a single sound. I thought I really had to ffk them folks for badminton.

BUT, I didn't since it wasn't severe and I could handle the little tightness of muscles. And and, I ffk-ed them the other day. Sorryyyy Siang.

Apart from body(including butt) aches from badminton, I got cramps in another part today. I memang banyak problem.

A gentle shoulder massage would be soothing.

I had a pretty time playing.

I thought of Daniel, and the (ugly) cut.

Of how he tortured me in Form 3, getting me to run left and right in front of the net and NOW, I can't play solo. We were some kind addicted to badminton, playing almost every week in that year. See lar, I can't play the whole court. I need somebody to jaga my back. I will just let most of the shuttlecocks which fly far over me to fall on the ground.

After two hours of playing, I still need more hours to get myself familiarize again. Due to the long period, of maybe 3 years of non-playing, I forgot the rules - who serves, to who, and from which side of the court, and how marks are gotten.

Well seen when I looked at Han everytime the cock(for short) ends up on the ground in the "match" against two aunties. Ladies, they play badminton, I don't want to make them sound so aunty-ish. Why did they look upon me? Or was I the only who sat aside at the time they asked me to join them? Maybe I was perasan-ing too much, I saw them looking at me when I was playing.

I agreed straight away, realizing later, hey, stewpit you will not get to hit far flying cocks! Total relief when they wanted to play 2 against 2. Chen (yup, he was there) asked Han to play with me. So, the almighty Han(Two) hit, I believe, three quarter of the shuttlecocks which flew over the net in reply. Both the ladies do not play light/short ball, by that I mean cocks which do not cross the hind court , or even two third of the court. I think I'll be the only one understanding what all I'm saying.

We lost.

I left Han and the ladies. I think Chen join him later on for another match. I, on the other hand, played with PeiYi till we were THIS used up, we did not say a thing. Adrenalin kept spilling, and momentum kept us going.

I had a pretty time sweating.

Later, we decided to cool off in A&W, because PeiYi said "I need air cond!", and to have lunch. Gone are all the calories burned. Rootbeers!

I had a pretty time chatting.

While waiting for the downpour to end, liking and going after session as how girls and guys interpret. I had one the day earlier. I repeated my words. Hear from the expert( erk hem!).

Liking is the feeling. Going after is the action.

From guys' (commonly) POV, liking equals going after.

From girls' (PeiYi and I), liking is not equivalent to going after.
I don't mean to exclude you, Siang.

I actually prefer to segregate these two species into two different mindsets, rather than two opposite genders. I can name guys agreeing to the girls' school of thought. Everyone has their own opinion on this. David, Han and Owen, much learnt, right? Inputs inputs inputs.

My mum says women are the most complicated creature. -Han

i am UGLY.

2008-04-02T23:12:00.011+08:00

I just wish, at this point of time, there is password protect feature in Blogger.

Yup, I know Wordpress has it, and the UGLY person will soon come brag about it, but I just prefer how '.blogspot.com' sounds over '.wordpress.com'.

I'm not getting all sulked up because Miss PeiYi can't stop calling me ugly, blind and deaf. You(some) have heard enough of how she ugly-fied me in her blog. All the laughters did not end yesterday. It resumed today, for I-don't-remember/know-the-reason.

My point is,

I'm alone. I need a tight hug from the back.

Bah. Pretend nobody sees anything.

I'm supposed to blog about our meeting today, James. But the rain has washed every jolly moods outta me. I'm sorry. How I hope I can be the Jessica you've known, the tiao ke one. The one who is able to kill with her answers, replies or actions.

Happy 19th Birthday JAMES, and to you, KEAN WAY,
if you guys ever come across this.

/EDIT: I called PeiYi UGLY non stop too. Still, less than the amount of UGLYs I heard from the right.

1st of April

2008-04-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Popularised by the existence of April Fool.

I played no prank. Though I was reminded via SMS at 1.52 am.

And nobody played one on me. I think. Except for one which didn't work at all, I thought I was just receiving a wrongly-sent message.

This day brings me back to primary school days.

Standard 6.
So it was exactly 7 years ago.
A set up by HuiYi (if I'm not wrong).
Main actress was HuiRuan.
Subject-Contact Lenses.
Victim-JolWee, me and maybe Carol.
Venue-6 Dahlia, under the some tables on the right.

"Hey, help me look for my contact lense. Dropped dy." -HR while covering her left eyes.
Everybody started looking under the tables and shoe soles.
Due to my level of intelligence then...
"Since when you use contact lenses?"
"Few days ago. Suddenly, my mum let"
"Oh."
Continued bending down to search.
.
.
.
.
.
*the typical line*

I have never said I'm good at story telling.

Sheesh, IT happened again in Tax class.

"Jessica", Ms. Rozi called.

Another paper I needed more time, other than Law and F5. Ms. Rozi was distributing our test papers according to the marks.

Me remained seated down, waiting for my surname. Only when she called my name like written on the paper, Jessica(+)Chiang, I stood and started making my way down the stairs.

"There's another Jessica?"

All just shut up.

Things which happened after that, you tak payah nak tahu. XD

i lub you, charissa!

2008-03-31T23:11:00.011+08:00

Stories about the above, later.

It's 31st again. For Baskin Robbin fans, this is a date to note. BUT as for Chia Liang Chien, he is now eligible to VOTE! Can you see how happy I am for him? *jumps around* I bet you can't.

He is one of the reason I stay back in college after classes. He made/makes me stay. He is really REALLY capable of doing so.

Known as THE person who jiang hen duo dao li, he's actually pretty good at it and every one makes sense. I can't quote any now though.

Quoting reminds me about sections in Law! Bah.

I'm safe from Ms. Pushpa's barring, that doesn't mean I did okay, okay. Barely nyawa-nyawa ikan. I'm gonna shut up with my marks, else PeiYi will shoot me down or stab me non-stop. Hopefully she will suffer from RSI after I'm punctured. Muahahahaha. RSI-Repetitive Strain Injury. I had to listen to dad explain to youngest sister. And when he starts, we'll have to beg for an ending, and most of the time, there surely a mention of World War 2, because revolution starts then. Shouldn't have used so-power a word, and the term 'ergonomics'. I just wanted to boast my T5 knowledge, so that it is not wasted. When my dad asked me what is RSI, RSI is... which is caused by... therefore... ergonomics... .... . Frankly, at the moment I could only remember what RSI stands for and 'ergonomics'

Ergonomics. =)

When Ms. Pushpa called my name, I was rather uncertain. I only knew I did badly, I was prepared that my name will not be called and I have to go see her in her room or MR. T.E.S. Plus, she did not mention my surname. I did not stand up, I sat and looked at PeiYi, giving her the 'Me ah?' look. Ms. Pushpa called out my name again. I was waiting for the surname.

Instead of a Chinese surname, I heard Jessica a/p Gui Mei. I was half standing already. I sat down again. Looked to my left and right, maybe the Jessica Mok is in class. She continued with a few names after mine. When Han's name was called, PeiYi and I concurrently said ' He's the last dy ler'. He knew of his mark during the break and he's the last person to be "safe".

So, he came out of the row, walking behind PeiYi and I, jumping down the stairs to Ms. Pushpa and got his paper. I think he could see my doubtfulness because I didn't go down and my name was before his.

'Jessica CHIANG', he said aloud.

Followed by Ms. Pushpa, 'Oh, Jessica CHIANG'.

I like my surname to be mentioned in cases like this, thank you. Before me, everyone's surname is mentioned, at least I think so/like to think so. Why so pilih kasih? I wrote it in my paper too. It's not wrong having three extra syllables in your/my name. *sticks out tongue*

I must be out of my mind if I say my marks are fine.

Back to Chien.

This is him, by the way.

Kita.

I THOUGHT I have more to say.

I'll just end with Thank you for every single time you make me stay back in/go to college!.

The emo guy, as shown below, tagged along for Ah Long Pte. Ltd and a pint of Baskin Robbin, postponing the mourning-over-F4 session.

Orangiiiieeeeee...

food divested

2008-03-30T21:17:00.005+08:00

Do you know what's good about having a sister to stay with you in Sunway?
It's not the having-a-companion-to-eat-with.
It's the mourning over nothing-to-eat-lar.

when girls get together

2008-03-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

Click on the picture for the previous when-girls-get-together.

the doubling of the size of ITs cage

2008-03-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Before I could officiate the missing of my pretty ugly Adicolor, it walked back. I'm putting it the way my sis informed me.

The night before I return home, sis was looking for her flip flops and thus, asked me about my shoes because they were placed together in a plastic bag when we shifted from the other block.

What can I do about it in the middle of the night? I did walk around the unit to search for it as told by sis. Before I go to class in the next morning, I screened the unit. How BIG the unit, it is nowhere in sight.

Don't you think reporting a missing shoes will be like duhhhh? 'Sir, I have a case of a missing pair of shoes here'.

How it walked away and walked back is irrelevant, since they(both sides) are back.

Adicolor and baby Adicolor.
The latter is just so adorable. Imagine a family of three wearing shoes of the same pattern, do not have to be of the same design.

It is kind of dumb how I spotted this shoes or how this shoes lured me to be its owner. Try finding the ugliest shoes in the shop.

I'm doing fine at home. Sleeping, hogging the TV and utilising the wireless connection which is not as snail as condo's.

I was just testing my sister's phone camera. Her NEW phone. At this rate she's switching her phone, I'm losing out. My fourth sis, also the youngest sister. I'm at par with her now, I can't believe.

Bad lighting.

Did I mention what happened to her previous phone which didn't get to survive for more than three months, more or less? I better not, it's heart breaking. And my mum pampers her, asking our(elder sisters) consent about getting her a new one.

Well anyway, Nokia Music Express. 3.2 megapixel, my Sony Ericsson Walkman with 2.0 can easily beat hers, if it is still in good condition.

I wanted to blog about her previous shake shake Sony Ericsson phone, how I was starting to like it and all. I am a loyal candy-bar phone devotee , I thought. I must be open to new ideas.

I don't chase after every new technology, you see.

I went to church for Youth Fellowship, after quite some time and I found myself not knowing maybe one third of the people. I used to know every single person's name. Probably just the poor attendance of youths today, the ratio is so huge.

Paternal uncle and aunt are here for Ching Ming. None from maternal side. It is the quietest Ching Ming. Definitely.

you heard it from her.

2008-03-27T22:21:00.006+08:00

Hey, my friend can be lovely and hot too. I'm so fond of her.

Recipe:put two fingers on your face.

She does not approve of this, and she would like to add that she is not a lala person and this is a once in a lifetime thing. And it is never happening again.

Lots of love,
Jess's friend.

when jealousy takes over.

2008-03-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

It's Charlie Brown.

...eyes turn green.

in desperate need for a hairdresser

2008-03-24T23:01:00.010+08:00

I was feeling rather wrong yesterday. In addition to that, I couldn't sign into Blogger which caused me to be

I wasn't feeling emo. I just.. I don't know. And the reason I told Nicholas was.. er.. I wasn't serious, so I rather keep it between both of us. And I mentioned THAT DAY twice in a sentence. How my mind was straying.

Perhaps I am rather a noisy person in college, even Kok Wei asked me why I was quiet today. I wasn't very quiet, I just didn't sit with PeiYi. Isn't it good, I asked.

And a YEA I got. So I continued shutting up, listening to humming of chit chats and all I'm not involved in.

It was Easter yesterday. I chose to go to church over going to Help University College with my parents and sisters who went to enquire about some courses and to take a look at the surroundings.

Because we (including uncle's family) had to go to church earlier than the usual time for a Praise and Worship class which was good and enlightening (my first and should be the last lesson I am able to attend), I didn't manage to get my plaster which I had to conceal the wound I got from Wednesday. After the sermon, I went up to the upper floor where they had pot bless to look for my cousin to retrieve my stuffs as my parents were coming to get me.

To my surprise, Richard (one of the youths and also the worship leader for the day) looked down at my left foot and asked what had happened. I was wearing pumps, and therefore it was exposed. I had nowhere to hide my foot, I only asked him to stop staring. It is queer to have someone looking at your feet out of the norm, okay.

So I told him I had to cross this certain place. If I had continued, I would have told him about the video and let him have a peek. It should be kinda obvious or else he wouldn't have noticed.

Maybe the plaster is just too adorable.

And Justin Yee is HuiYi's cousin. What a coincidence! I had met him several times in my life usually during CNY when I go over to HuiYi's house and it is some sort implanted in my brain that she has a cousin by the name of Justin. It was discussion of my home address in Muar, which led him to saying that he has a teacher aunt staying nearby. Immediately I said Yee Lee Ming. I didn't get the name wrong, right? I later showed him the current display picture in my phone, which is

After lunch, my sister and I were sent back to condo before my parents and elder sis headed for IMU in Bukit Jalil. The agenda was shifting back to the tiny room in the fifth floor.

I napped before the commencement of the agenda, for two hours. Pre-commencement preparation. I don't care if it's too long to be considered a nap. Probably I was just having a low-battery situation.

It was Samantha who suggested that we can think about staying there for good, and yup, it's also her idea to shift back. I was lingering, and was waiting for the management to call either one of us up.

Gone are the four power points, two pendaflour lights, wider space areas, lousy Maxis network and slow lifts. And kap zai-ing, if you think I'm serious.

But I'm not done with the place yet. I told my sister that I am not returning the keys too soon.

We took at least two hours to shift everything and to clean our original room excluding unpacking, ending up walking like two apes. And the sniffing and sneezing session which sis suffered more than me.

We broke two plates on the way. Smiles. They were plates from Darlie which have a cute cow stamped on each. Sis was starting to nag about how nice the plates were and how easily they broke before I told her that they're made of glass and there are four more from last year.

i missed the perfect murdered.

2008-03-21T23:41:00.004+08:00

We were so engrossed in talking, we left for the loo without the Filet o Fish I bought for sis. TingXin and I went back to Mc Donalds, acted selamba though the guy was giggling away.

I walked away with a wide smile(like the smile on the Happy Meal) after taking the pack of food, bursting in laughter after a few steps.

Mr. Loo's fault.

Graduation's tomorrow. And I'm so not excited.

Bump into the Shin Wye and Phoebe's place earlier where Chris and Tzzy Jia brought their shirt over for ironing, to get my robe, and later for some opinions.

All I have in mind is no matter how early I get up, I'll still be late.

my first visit to a cybercafe.

2008-03-20T10:58:00.011+08:00

Often do people make wrong decision, not knowing what to expect later on. It was 'Ish, I should have followed him in his car'.

Due to one mistake, it led to two occurrences.

Han wanted to go to 3K to check on the badminton court fees. Somehow he was powered up to smash some shuttlecocks.

As he couldn't drive in, he parked outside. And because them guys were lazy to take the longer safer path, I had to jump across a longkang with my pumps. I thought I escaped from the possibility of falling, I did, that's before I see another obstacle. As I was to cross over, I didn't take a step big enough. No, I did not fall in embarrassment. But I ended up being an owner a long scratch on my foot.

The guys obviously didn't show any care towards the bleeding cut. Guys.

I'm cool with it. I just wanted to clean the wound and stop the bleeding. I got an experience with infection, I definitely do not want a nurse to clean my wound with a tweezer dipping cottons into antiseptics, dabbing it against my skin, or flesh.

The cut didn't look deep, it looked just like a lengthy scratch. BUT it looks pretty nasty now.

That's was first.

View the video below for the second.

I'm sorry it's upside left. Credits to Kim.

And you may turn off your speaker.

Kim suggested to Han to park at an open place to avoid the jam to Pyramid at the peak hour. So they were discussing about the great wall, saying they will have no problem going over it and discussing how to bring me over. I was actually thinking why didn't just walk through a gap. At the point of time, I thought there will be an opening. Only when we reached the place, I looked at the wall finding no hole!

'You mean I have to climb/ jump over?'

I think they said something which meant, 'If not why did we talk about the wall earlier?'

I sort of was left with no alternatives! They didn't give me any options. It was quite far to walk around the wall. I was seriously doubting to go across. It was quite high for me. I'm short, remember?

It was sap sap water for Han and Kim.

I went to get some plasters from Watsons and we had Mc Donalds before 10000BC. Practically the movie is about Egypt? There were dinosaurs and sailboats. And the pyramid. How clashing. The chronology was totally out. And the Saber Tooth Tiger, of the same age as the dinosaurs.

Chien said it was the best movie he watched this year. Out of a total of 3 he seen in the cinema.

She has nice sparkling blue eyes. Being the main actress, she stands out from the rest because she has less dirt on her face? I'm not good at this. Bah.

It was a post-test hangout anyway.

So on Tuesday, Chien expressed his cravings for Bak Kut Teh, again, after I told him about Han's favourite BKT in SS14. I screwed his plan, again I would say. Like a few days ago, when he wanted to have steamboat in Yuen, we had Sushi King. I didn't do them solo. Marcus was in line with me.

We returned to the library after dinner. The thought of going back to my room kept running in my mind, I was wondering why. Till the clock which I could see from my place struck 9, I got up and told them I have to bath.

There was a notice of water disruption at the ground floor of the condo, which said it will start at 9! I quickly made my way back, checked whether there was still water running, and entered the bathroom. Another housemate was bathing in the bathroom beside, I was praying that there would be sufficient water supply for me.

I was soapless.

I then returned to college, as I left my books and stuffs there.

I don't want to go into details. But after library, foyer, then McDonalds, A&W and Medan. I went back pretty late, no one has to know what time. And I woke up for F5 class which starts at 8. Kean Way was THIS sure I wouldn't be able to get up. I got to prove him wrong. Muahahaha.

My sister doesn't have the slightest idea what time I went back. She would have believed if I had say I did not return because she was asleep when I went to bed and was still sleeping when I got up. She isn't a light sleeper.

I've gotta run. I'm going on a shopping date with TingXin. Or rather a date in a shopping mall.

C for cough

2008-03-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

I was a lil late to arrive at MPH today because I couldn't find the above. When it was time to go to college, I looked frantically up and down for it after taking other pills. I didn't want to kacau PeiYi(the victim yesterday) or any other. It's irritating having someone *cough*coughing*cough cough* in the exam hall especially a person behind you. That's what I feel in the position of a cough-er.

I didn't suffer from a 'wantan wrapping session' too much. That's how we call it in college, or at least Group 1. Flu medicine really helped.

I'm such a goner for Law paper. I'm not going to blame the coughing and sniffing, or the oh-too-freezing exam place. Contrary from yesterday's temperature, it was pretty warm in MPH. I don't know whether it's the orange light I was sitting under or just my body, probably both.

I'm going to the library after meeting my sister for lunch. Just to stay away from the bed. Doubt I'll get to read much.

Continuation from the library.
What chases students from the multimedia place in library at one go?

After a sound of thunder, all the computers shut down without any warning. All you can hear is sighing from those who didn't get to save their work. I haven't even get to sign in Blogger. No loss from my side. I went back to my seat and took a short nap instead. Perhaps there is a lil longer time before the test, my mind tend to slack.

Sheesh, he missed by one.

2008-03-12T23:36:00.007+08:00

I started my day with a mild sore throat.

After tax class, where I suffered from headache, Chien asked me to stay back to do some tax exercises. And it was his suggestion to have bak kut teh for dinner at SS14 with two others.

Not knowing where or which exactly is the place which serves good bak kut teh as said Shih Wei a.k.a dik, Yu Kee Bak Kut Teh was picked because of the crowd.

'Guess who I see?'

It was Hannah Yeoh. Period.

I looked behind because of the flash so bright. A cameraman was taking a picture of her shaking the hand of a man who was sitting at the table behind.

She went to each table, with her clan, shaking every single person's hand. A man walked forth her, introducing her as 'your' ADUN when all of us aren't from the area, and that she would make a change.

'And you're not even interested in her'

If I had my camera with me, I'll snap a picture of her or with her. And show it off. To one particular person.

There were two youths tailing her and they were wearing THE tee which Nicholas and Sam didn't get to own. An Indian and a Chinese.

Indeed she looked better than in the banners around.

Enough of her. The bak kut teh was fine. I don't know how a good bak kut teh tastes like, I'm contented.

On the way back to college, Chien said he was energized to study and intended to stay back to study a little. I couldn't differentiate whether I was really feeling unwell or is it just the coming test, therefore I chose to stay with him to attend to some unattempted questions.

Till one point I asked him whether he was feeling cold. He said he was feeling rather warm. And it was THAT kind of chilliness that I felt.

So I thought it was time for me to head back to condo, I and to get some Actifast at the convenience store before it closes at 11.

I was shivering as I walked back to condo. Putting both my hands into my front pockets didn't help a little.

Still, I managed to catch a scene while entering in.

"So, are you coming?"

"I want to stay a virgin!"

The latter was delivered out of the mouth of a guy, Arab, I believe.

I had to sleep without the air conditioner on, hiding underneath my comforter.

If I'm at home, I will get to sleep in my parents' room. That was back in the old house. I didn't fall sick within the 3 months in the new house. My mum would check my temperature from time to time, trying to bring down my temperature by dabbing damp cloth on my body. Though most of the time I was unconscious, I know what she does. (If I was conscious, I am able to do it myself). This is even the case when I'm in Form 5. XD.
And that is the time I have to drink 100Plus. Definitely not my favourite on a sunny day.

I ended my day with fever.

That was yesterday.

As for today,

It might have been a wise decision to not skip 3days of classes.

Elder and younger sis both got their STPM and SPM results. They were not too impressive. Pretty okay though.

Convent(alma mater) got only two straight A1s achievers. It's kinda disappointing as it has dropped from six and this batch of students are quite brilliant and they did well in their PMR. It's a whole different tale, I have to say. And worst of all, High School(competitor school) beat Convent in the number of straight A1s. I haven't got the whole statistics.

Hot and steamy, 21A1 1A2. I just got the news from PeiYi. If it's not for her, I might not know till maybe a week later. PeiYi, I believe he has got something. Probably he studies twice as long as Amalina or runs twice as far as the Chinese girl who was top before Amalina. Or, he's simply a genius with gifted flair in studying.

random. to be deleted.

2008-03-02T01:21:00.001+08:00

loneliness is one enjoyment to lose being with someone

2008-02-28T22:53:00.014+08:00

Because it was quite dark yesterday when we started moving, and sis was starving, we or rather I figured out that we take those things which we might need and need for the night before and today.

Having to carry more things over, I felt sore on my biceps. Only then, I found out why I was embedded on my bed this morning.

Upon returning to the previous unit, I felt that I'm such an igniter. At such a time, housemates from the opposite room and another room went back to the unit after me to grab stuffs we didn't manage to take along yesterday. It was one after another. My mind did not go wandering when I heard the unit door being unlocked.

Craving for udon since JolWee mentioned Ajisen Ramen, I decided to crash Sushi King for dinner after two pieces of bread for lunch cum breakfast.

I asked a crew about my sister's order after her friend finished her meal. A Japanese was there when it happened. He should be some head of the manager. Upon listening, he said sorry and bowed the Japanese way. I was amazed at his humility. He's definitely more elderly than I am. He was also trying to be nice earlier, asking how's my meal and telling us that the ingredients are imported from Japan despite the language barrier.

Pictures from yesterday.

Sister's idea - BSB Concert F.O.C

Clear sky(sunshine) after the rain

Window view from the 25th floor.

I like those blue lights. I could see Petronas Twin Tower from the floor.

A random whiteman who walked up to the 25th floor with his DSLR, supposedly to find the best view to snap some pictures of BSB Concert.

Sister's classmate.

Sister with a bino of a unknown Indonesian Chinese.

I was more lured to the pleasant view at night. Sadly, pictures of it are bad, worse than those above. I am not going to ruin the pleasantness. Next time.

Another what Jessica yearns for.

Will it it not get on your nerves when someone tells you that she takes advantages on you and your family because of your parents' profession?

Most of the time, I'll just shut up and allows it to happen. I'll expect it to come every week I'm here. 'It's coming! It's coming!', often I thought. 'Have, whatever.' Even my mum noticed it when I was in Muar. And one BIG con of studying in Sunway, I knew, was I'll be overshadowed, over again. But our relation, it is just not possible to shut her out of my life and my family's. Being away is good. At least the feeling wouldn't mountain up, boils and explodes like a volcano. It'll fade and turn mild. And the cycle goes on. And on. This time, she went overboard for telling THE reason to my sister. Thanks to her, I bond up with my sister more? That is because we grumble and feel so used together, now that she's here. I tell her things I would never tell anyone. Always I ask Him to take away the intensity of it from me. I loathe seeing her when the mount reaches its top, I have to put on a fake smile. When I don't want to turn against myself, I don't even want to talk to her. I dislike the way I feel. I have to just keep it low! And that is not all.

peiyi is rich. was, yesterday.

2008-02-27T20:54:00.012+08:00

I can hear music blaring. Backstreet Boys is in Sunway Lagoon, having their concert. Good thing it isn't too disturbing because I am exhausted from the shifting and mopping.

The shifting was made tougher when I remembered that I only got a mini luggage bag, which I brought to Genting, in my room. Parents took back the bigger ones home because they take up space and store dust. It's not that mini, just my smallest one.

When I first learnt that me and sis, and also the rest of the same unit and the unit above, have to move to the 25th floor, or more exact 26th floor, the thing which reached our minds was oh-so-long-to-wait-for-the lift.

It's only for the most two weeks, we comforted ourselves.

But when we got up to the floor, we were kinda sesat because the two top floors are penthouses. Throwing our views far, the scenery was just pleasant. We could see Monash clearly, and the jam along the road.

Upon entering the unit, we just looked in dumbly. It is so spacious. There were ample of space everywhere. The room itself is also bigger, which sums up to the smallest room in the penthouse is even bigger than the room we were previously allocated to.

So, sis suggested that we shift in permanently. Of course we have to go through the management first, applying and getting approval if possible.

Only one major problem. No, there's two. Firstly, staying on the highest floor in a mix floor can be a torture waiting for lift. Probably guys are more outgoing, they are always on the run. To stay out of their room. The lifts are, almost all the time, packed and they stop at many floors.

And then, bad reception or network for Maxis. Maybe for Digi too. Like last year, I have to make sure that messages are sent out, checking Drafts a while after I press send. Though I had the problem whole of my tenancy in the 21st floor last year, I am no longer used to it. At least, I don't have to place my phone at certain fengshui location on my bed to receive messages or calls.

We met several people we know during the evacuation. Jack was one of them. He is also one of them who asked why am I moving stuffs. Leakage. Kap zai-ing isn't my intention at first. Jack, the China guy in the same group, remember? He asked whether I'm going for BSB concert. He then told me that his housemate, who happens to be my cousin's housemate - placing Jack, my cousin and the other guy in the same unit, is going and so is he. Small world.

Oh ya,

presenting...

the PET

Joelle and PeiYi, I think I've answered your question bout having a pet.

Max, before the its fur-stripping session, which tak jadi.

nicholas thought i have potential to be a bisexual.

2008-02-25T21:33:00.007+08:00

Objective: How to 'kao lui'

MEP1: Plasctic surgery, facial and body building
MEP2: Get a black BETTLE or a Lamborghini
MEP3: Research ................IP 1: Buy courting for Dummies
.................................................IP2: Watch Hitch
...................................................IP3:WIKIPEDIA it

presentation to be improved on SOON.

Brainstorming was fruitfullllllll.
F5 is not a class to sleep in because Ms. Voon Sia is simply adorable. She brings a smile to my face everytime she enters the lecture theatre.

...kill a granny on the road

2008-02-23T22:46:00.005+08:00

After her daily visit to the Pos Laju, TingXin called me up to check where was I. I was thinking about her earlier in the afternoon, since HuiYi flew to Australia and what short notice she gave.

She almost killed a granny not, auntie I would say who was riding her bike,when she was trying to go across in a crossroad. (yay, I get it this time)

I could only scream/shout when I saw the motorbike coming close and TingXin wasn't showing any signs of braking. Both the driver and biker were selambaing on their own courses.

I literally closed my eyes when the motorbike was THIS close, and TingXin being THIS close banging into her or her banging into the car. My side. I peeked, after TingXin braked hard.

A loud sigh of relief. Fuhhh.....

Fuhhhh.... again.

*wipes sweat on forehead*

I could feel the biker's legs trembling away.

A point added to Drive Not list. Or ten. Blame TingXin.

Okay, I will not. It's nice of her driving me out.

Oh ya, it was a manual car.

When I told mum that TingXin is picking me up, she asked, "She can drive already?"

So, I'm a lil lag.

She was already driving from house to house during Chinese New Year.

Then when I asked dad to fetch me out to get some stuffs and some stuffs done, he said with sarcasm, "Ask you to learn, don't want lar."

And don't you think when you're driving a Kancil, your butt or the whole body (I was refering to the car) should be inner than big-buttocked cars?

If the title sounds familiar, I plucked it from the Drive or Drive Not poll.

i feel smart for being stupid, or rather stewpit.

2008-02-20T22:51:00.010+08:00

Indeed.

It was an inside story. About how a guy who thinks that he's-all-that-macho turns Jennifer.

The number of Jennifers recruited doubled in no time. And I bet he was admiring himself. For being Jennifer.

Nicholas was even faster any of the class bloggers and he's from the group next door. Yup.

And if you intend to inspect the first screenshot of his carefully, look at xuan's personal message.

Since there were so many Jennifers, we had to use colors to differentiate a Jennifer from another.

As at 10:51:41 PM,
green = kim
purple = charissa and peiyi
black = owen
orange = jessica
dark blue = siang
red = david

The culprit was *shhhh*. We're not supposed to bust the intelligent one.

I ended up with headache after trying for over 15 minutes to capture the first shot. All Jennifers were being very talkative. And my cursor was at the wrong place.

I was woken up this morning at the vibration of message received. It was Kim.

8.08 AM. Only then that I realised that I was stupid enough to forget to set my alarm.

And how smart I was to skip Tax.

When I went to college for the second slot of the day, I was told that someone was late for an hour, and his reason was that he missed the train. I'm like staying 5 minutes away from college, including the time spared for lift.

My sister's fault that she kidnapped my clock.
CNY's fault, I turned off the recurring alarm.

But.
It's me-self I should put the blame on.

just plain utter coolness

2008-02-19T19:35:00.015+08:00

I didn't feel like returning to my room after dinner. But where else can I go?

A car and a license might come in handy. And a hug, which means a friend.

Anyway, I decided not to take the undang test this time round going back. So that I have a valid reason to revive the Drive or Not to Drive poll. And thus, the poll is back, not by demand, just at the will of the bloggist.

I'm not serious about the reason for not taking the test, okay.

When I placed my palm on the door knob, I remember that I've not gone to the maintenance to grumble about its defectiveness. It's just so troublesome to bring my keys wherever I go, especially to the bathroom.

It even caused me a late night after the BBQ Party on Saturday. To rub salt to the wound (Ms. Rozi's fav quote of the day), I mistaken my room number. I wasn't even sure of my unit number when I went down to see the guard the first time.

And certainly, for a clumsy and forgetful person like err... me, there's a second time.

Another episode of kan-cheong-ness.

Her father.

His daughter.

This.

[c=12]N.A.V.O.J[/c=11] says: (10:00:09 PM)

i am more nervous than u...

And.
there was Kim who did not cease bugging her, stalking her on the phone and MSN

and some other of the same species.

There's an end to everything, same goes to THE anxiety. It has to stop. It has.

And so, I'm in my room.

And the routine of blog reading starts.

I went to ourCoffeestops and spotted the word Flowers.

Apparently, many do take pictures of flowers during the Chinese New Year.

I pun ada.

The mood of the picture kinda resembles mine.
If we are at the same page.

Ich bin dumm.

Looking at the black Bettle zoomed into the carpark before my eyes, a scene of silence and slow motion from Matrix replayed.

worse than rusty, i'm rotten

2008-02-18T16:10:00.007+08:00

I seem to have developed this phobia of checking results online. Knowing my results should be alright, I'm saying should be, at 4:23 pm, I'm still refusing to go to ACCA website or open my email which I received at 1:19 pm.

It could be the 2 undesirable answers from JPA and 1 from National Service last year.

I told Siang I should keep the suspense till night.

And it shall be my greatest day if I failed any.

Some KL-ians, I'm also refering to Selangor people, are not aware of what is a JPA scholarship. A reason I could think of during CNY since the question of 'What is JPA?' was posted to me then, is simply because they or rather their parents can afford the cost of tertiary education.

So, those who didn't know, the particular JPA scholarship I mean is a scholarship offered by Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam, being applied by SPM leavers to study overseas after a certain period in Malaysia.

Tell me if it's frustrating for someone who was finally ready for the results to see *below*.

Poor Joelle.

Exactly, there wasn't any marks or indications of passing or failing.

What Nicholas Wong did wasn't, I repeat wasn't, impressive at all. Not impressive. At all.

At 12.44pm, my elder sister called. I knew she wanted to ask about my results. As Ms. Voon Sia was concentrating in teaching, I rejected the call.

She asked

I replied

She called me last night saying it was my mum who asked her to. Result's like today. Maybe my mum want to see whether I'm nervous.

PeiYi was also kan cheong. She quickly checked through her phone when I told her that a classmate has received her results. But Gmail wasn't as effective as last year.

After our loo visit, we went back into the class noticing that some was using Ms. Voon Sia's laptop. Well, to go to the website, insert their ACCA particulars and boom... for the results. PeiYi dragged me along to the front.

She created whole lot of anxiety for us who was anticipating her results from the back and the sides. She took her own sweet time scrolling down, paper by paper, smiling at every one she pawned.

And duhhh, she cleared Audit.

And same goes to so many.

Even if I had brought my laptop to college like what my sister asked me to, I might not check anyway. I did thought of bringing along, but from what I experienced last year- email came much much later and ACCA web was so busy that I could only log in at night, I dropped the idea.

Like what Ms. Pushpa said, it happens every 6 months.

So, approximately 6 months ago...

... or more accurately, 20th August 2007.

PeiYi's phone.

and herself.

PeiYi-Take 1

PeiYi-Take 2

PeiYi-Take 3

She was playing peek-a-boo with me. Awww.....

Image of an ACCA student who kept refreshing her email inbox, last semester too.

it's det.tor, not deb.tor. pronounce dett, not debt. drop the 'b', you accounting students. it's detər.

2008-02-15T22:43:00.009+08:00

The meeting, or more like makan, today with ZiLi made me think that I should tune down, tone down, whatever to catch up with my own life. My own self.

It has been too ongoing since the first day of this year. The loooonnnnnnnngggggg Chinese New Year break just wasn't long enough for me to place myself at a t-junction where I could stand on a podium and just let everything, everyone passes me by. And when I'm done with the sight seeing, I take the tarred path and walk along it.

There's a reason for the small 't'. I don't remember what's simpang empat called in English. Sight seeing, I mean watching from a third person's perspective. And tarred path, so that it wouldn't sound too much like 'The Road Not Taken'.

Podium, not because I'm short. Just so that people or or drivers or cars could see me and not knock me out of the story.

I'm taking my own break. How many times have I said 'my own'?

Anyway, I'm taking my OWN break. I'm going back HOME. This coming Wednesday. Happily that I found out today that Ms. Rozi is running a six hour session on Saturday. I'll just have to skip. Have to.

Maybe all the T-junctions, simpang empat, cars, drivers, tarred path are coming from pre-undang-test-and-amali-syndrome.

Perhaps, I'll be able to nail them down this time. Pray for me.

How was Valentine? Like anyone would be asking. Maybe tomorrow.

"Even to your old age and grey hairs, I am He,
I am He who will sustain you.
I have made you and I will carry you,
I will sustain you and I will rescue you."
Isaiah 46:4

31st of January

2008-01-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

Yep, it's 31st of January. A day to ponder upon?

Bah.

As planned before, since I have no classes on Thursdays and since I'm not back in Muar slacking on the couch like I should be, me and Kim agreed to ambush Baskin Robbin for no particular reasons. Except, to have some ice cream and to kill some time.

He shifted today from the hostel. The whole morning while I was asleep, I was unconsciously waiting for his SMS to ask me to get out of my bed to help him.

But I escaped! *smiles cunningly*

He said he didn't mean it when he asked me to help him. What a distorted sleep I had.

Victory is back to me.

i've lost my dignity. i've lost the game.

2008-01-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

And guess who would have caused it if it's not me-self?

Let me tell you. The guy who loves flashing the emoticon below, at his will or out.

Well, I'm not angry at him nor am I upset about it. But I made him feel bad. And nervous. Yay! (If he really did) Muahahaha.

Next, it might be the most exciting moment for the girl at the most right to see raindrops. She finally got to use her umbrella. She even declined my offer to help her umbrella blossom. I'm obviously more experienced.

Soon after that, Shin Wye and Phoebe came close to us to pop open their umbrellas. They were heading back.

And of course, how can such a memorable day just passes without a snapshot of it?

They looked like they're under the spotlights of their own.
(It's actually just the light penetrating through each of their umbrellas)

I need some time to swallow the fact that I'm defeated, under my own definition.

And PeiYi, it can't be that that you said you know that I know which I didn't know until today! At least the mist since October or earlier is now cleared. Fuhhhh.. for that and that only.

fruits of the spirit

2008-01-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

Do you have them?

I might be lacking, I'm confessing, I've just scolded somebody over the phone. For real.

I couldn't believe myself even when I'm doing it. I was asking myself at the moment of time, hey why are you so mad. I couldn't find a second reason to why I should do what I did.

I did not raise my voice too much, but then I realised that I was scolding him. It seems so foreign to me. Perhaps I don't do it much, or often, or ever. Even if I did it jokingly before, I don't recall that it reached this extend.

Okay, frankly, I don't remember scolding anyone on the phone like that. It's awful.

Unconsciously, I'm hoping that a part of me would say that he deserved it. But I'm hearing nothing, except that you(me) didn't have to be harsh.

I was taken away when he said that he's the one, not THE one, but the fella who caused damage. I don't know how to make it sound any better. I started bashing him up, with words, without a pinch of violence.

It may be a small thing to the eyes of some, but I feel for my dear friend. I don't think anything else should bother her.

It is weird to scold without having the something raging in you. The anger?

I continued chatting like nothing had happened after hanging up. But it did. And I did it.

To me, it may sound familiar to some, no one should be pledged guilty(replace the word guilty with any word you think may fit) till proven guilty.

No, that is not what I think exactly. I think we should not judge a person by the words of mouth. Even if the person might be mean(or anything) to somebody else, it should not be of my concern-as to what I perceive the person to be, until I am treated so. Till then, my problem if I think that a person is nice(or what so ever).

And I've been wrong about some people.

A picture to accompany this post.

Or two.

i'm alive, still.

2008-01-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Mind you, I'm not dead.

max is a fat kutu boy

2007-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Since there wasn't tsunami or earthquake, I went to AOG for their Youth Christmas Celebration. The theme was

Book mark as second door gift =)

The speaker from BP was pretty interactive. Pity the boy who had to pretend as the dead young man in the funeral procession in Luke.

My sister was confused about who is/are whose sibling(s) because besides being well known for their good looking men and women (I'm not serious. Don't be flattered!), the church was famous for the number of youths who have the initial 'J'.

My initial is also J, and am yippie about it.

Picture which I found recently in Friendster which I look very weird in. AOG's Christmas Celebration 2006. Dah satu tahun.

Anyway, I've ceased being stubborn.

I went to register myself in the driving school though it was raining, which was the excuse dad used so that he didn't have to fetch me there. Due to the urgency, surprisingly sis offered to bring me there. She wanted to get something too, of course.

After the lady boss explained the payment structure, she asked the location of my house so that she can pick me up.

When she finally know which is my house, she went like 'oh, THAT house. When I saw the colour of the house, I asked (some) painter to get THAT same color for my house but it turned out a different shade.'

My sis and I just smiled at each other, then at her.

Later on the way back, my sis told me that someone or a painter came to our house to match the colour of the wall to colour scheme magazine he had with him.

She even know my mum's occupation. Although Muar is a small town, we don't expect everybody to know everyone in town. In addition to that, my mum doesn't work here.

She later asked who recommended to me the driving school, which is only a small place, like half of an ordinary shop lot or less situated next to a cobbler place. But it's definitely a profitable organisation.

So I told her it was TingXin. She reaffirmed with me about her dad. That is certainly not weird because I bet at least half the people in Muar knows him.

'The young and modern one.'

'The daughter is also very smart.'

That, I surely know lar.

Now, TingXin can't say that I'm actually lazy. =P

boo hoo. woo hoo. tee hee.

2007-12-15T10:16:00.000+08:00

The absence of exam makes watching TV and going online worthless.

Having nothing to post is a lie.

I'm just hooked up.

No, I'm lazy.

Awaiting how will a 4-day trip with one big group of people my mum say will occupy half the plane turn out to be.

screw my/your day with a NO

2007-12-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I/we caused yours to be screwed.

sakit mata dilihat

2007-12-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

LIBRA WOMAN

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin
and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and
pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of
her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look
younger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She
looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man.
Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far
behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated
in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not
decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very
well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to
dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly
win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once
a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she
can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can
not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good
side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people
think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as
her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the
ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or
advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can
change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your
privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she
cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never
forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But
if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong
woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks
and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!

That's an article or more like a forwarded email TingXin sent to me because she said the prediction /analysis /whatever about her is true.

Hmm.. so, let's see.

Criterias to be met to be the Libra woman:
-egg oval facial shape(i can't judge too well)
-nice smooth skin(had probably. i can only blame the air in KL)
-good figure
-spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty
-easily allergy to cosmetic and make up
-avoid wrinkle is her hobby
-tend to look younger than her age(i looked like i was 20 when I was 14, 14 when I'm 17)
-can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman(naughty naughty, deceiveD all parents)
-looks nice in either Jean or night gown
-thinks woman is equal to man (not that naive anymore. i can't go after a girl. I'm not a homo, glad to say. that's just an example )
-can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind
-will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning
-a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants
-can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases(absolutely!)
-is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress
-likes to dress in black(and white)
-likes a mild flowery scent
-in any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument(i miss carol)
-if it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also(the fights we had)
-will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election
-always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself
-can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side(another so-true)
-care what other people think,or what you feel as much as her own feeling
-can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up
-likes team work in doing things(go solo!)
-if you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts
-can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence
-never interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends
-even if she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you( i don't have much money)
-think taking care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well(thought of not studying after SPM and get married, but plan was terminated because she couldn't even find a boyfriend)
-a strong woman(maybe I was) even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks (and puppy face)
-may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games

Indicators-
i hope
was/did
wasn't
is/has/absolutely
isn't/nah/hasn't
u judge/maybe
indifferent

The last paragraph is irrelevant for the criterias.

I hope I didn't highlight any wrongly. I am not reading through again to check!

See, it's not 100% right. Some can be true to many, just how high the probability. I don't know how to explain this. My brain has malfunctioned since 615.

Talking about that, why was the fly bugging me? I bathed! If I still got (if I had) the stare, I would stare at it to its death. Muahahahaha.

I went to that school (exam centre) with all my hair tied back. It's not a sign of determination. It just show that I need a hair cut. I haven't got to/didn't tie my hair all back since er... primary? Or maybe lower secondary. And flip flops. Improper right. I think so too but there was so many others who did that. So cincai saje lar.

They, by they I was refering to those who went to ESP, are back! Can I just puppy face to someone repetitively till my face cramps?

The plan is... awww... I did not go anywhere with anyone after P10. Sad huh. I mean out with any friends for no purpose.

PeiYi,
BoonHeng is back. So is HuiYi.
He was in Australia. So was she.
Melbourne. Ya.
College. Ya ya.
SAM. Ya ya ya.
Trinity. YEA!

The difference is probably..
BoonHeng is a guy. HuiYi is a girl.
BoonHeng is single. HuiYi has Prince William.
He's single right? I was just assuming.

I haven't seen her since she was back in tanah air on the 8th. Or 9th. Lost count of dates. Okay, she is only back in Muar today. Hinting hinting.

So I was saying,
Thursday:Sunway Pyramid
Friday:Times Square, Pavilion and Eye on Malaysia
Saturday:Mid Valley

Yup, Pavilion if I dont suffocate in Times Square. Not(never/never will be) in my top list of favourites. Dropping by because TingXin's dad will be around there.

Eye on Malaysia. I'm reluctant. I should be in KL on Christmas Eve, and I thought it would be a better time to visit.

Mid Valley, yay!, at least I have the say. I only want to be there to fix something.

Thats for the day event. Can kah? As for the night, alcohol and pillow talk. As perfect as the moon and the stars.

You might think I am such an alcoholic. It started from the 6th of Oct. Alcohol reminds me that I went to Giant yesterday but not today.

And oh my, camera is not with me! Hire purchase or lease agreement? Anyone?

Charissa clarified that she isn't a shopaholic and she's not a big fan of bak kut teh. Mind that.

if it's obsession, what's with him

2007-12-10T09:30:00.000+08:00

So yesterday I went to visit this Jessica pervert(TingXin) serial(PeiYi) stalker(Nicholas) in Facebook, duh, and it came to my realisation that his number of friends has increased to 35 from 28!

It may seem to be nothing great until I counted again his non-Jessica friends. Blame me for the time I have (which 'should be' utilised in studying).

The number was constant. It's like fixed cost. Which makes the Jessica s a variable. Perhaps 1 Jessica per day? Or maybe it's two. If it's not variable, it must be semi variable!

And there are Jessica s who are smart like me (or probably have too much time to spare) who noticed the incredible occurrence.

Oh ya, it's Incredi(ci)ble. Don't miss out the 'c' and the 'i' there. C for see, I for eye.

Should I leave a message which may sound...

"Are you a Jessica pervert serial stalker who is obsessed with Jessica s? If you want kill me for calling you a pervert serial stalker, you may go ahead killing my friends. It's solely their ideas!"

or

"What-the-Jessica is wrong with you?"

Rejoice for Audit is over! I'm glad for you guys okay! See... You shouldn't have ...

picked a fight with me!

And Nicholas, if you didn't know, I chickened out from Audit. Why did you pick on me huh? I saw your other fights with the rest of the auditors.

Not all Jessica s got the brain. To take audit in CAT.

Dust off the laziness, it might help in salvaging her brain.

kerana perasan, maka terasa

2007-12-08T01:18:00.001+08:00

Terasa kerana perasan

'im nt stupid' daripada Helmi dicetuskan dari personal message saya di MSN yang berupa...

Anyway, my family went to have dim sum WITHOUT ME! *puppy face*
And the dim sum my mum brought them to is not bad. Fresh and not frozen! All that I ask for.
They went shopping somewhere too. (That didn't bother me much because it's BP, and I'm going for a shopping trip after P10, as far as KL, only, somehow or rather)
All because I refused to follow them to BP(Batu Pahat) for dental check-up.
Reason was 'I want to study'.
Real excuse, 'I want/need to sleep'.

Yes, I was anticipating ESPlosion Camp, but Paper 9 ruined everything! Muahahaha. I don't find it funny at all. My second time missing it, in a row. The camp is today. *groans*
Missing Kem Pelangi is still acceptable, HUGE fine!, ESP noooo...

Like others, CAT has stopped them from events, programmes, etcetra.
The list is endless. And there's no point listing them out now anymore.

what do you call that if it's not obsession

2007-12-07T23:06:00.001+08:00

I just accepted this Facebook request from someone who calls himself Incredible Jack. You might be thinking he's just another Facebook-er, like I did, till I look at his profile to see if I know him in person. No friends in common. But my sense of observation (erk hem) has led me to seeing the below.

There is only one non-Jessica! No biggie?

Wait till you see what my sense of curiosity has lured me into.

Click on See All Friends!

Call me pian tai, siao, anything. I am nothing compared to him. He's greater.

I literally counted how many Jessica friends he has got. He has 28 friends only, so it didn't take me long to identify.

Only 7 out of 28 are non Jessica s.
Which makes them minority of 25%.
Therefore, 75% of his friends(in Facebook) are by the name Jessica.
It is more than probable.
Close to absolute, okay!

Note the number of girls known by Jessica Lee.

I'm aware that Jessica is a common name. People have told me 'You're the 12th Jessica I know!', disregarding Jessica Alba, Jessica Simpson, er..help me with this. I'm not good with stars.

I even had a Jessica friend who sat right behind me in Form 5! So you know lah, the who who answered to most of the 'Jessica' s. Me lah.

You guys judge. Is he obsessed with Jessica s, 'Jessica' or what?

I've not blogged much about Facebook. I've got one post. But it's still under the draft category. Smiles.

reminiscences?

2007-12-05T10:57:00.000+08:00

Daffodils remind me of Mr. Jacob who taught me English in Primary 6. One of the programmes after UPSR was singing. Ya, I know it's lame. We were forced to sing! But the song slowly knitted into our souls.

It goes like...

'...Snowdrops and daffodils
butterflies and bees
sailboats and fishermen
things of the sea
wishing-wells
wedding bells
early morning dew
all kinds of everything remind me of you..'

That's only the first verse.

Surprisingly, the title is 'All Kinds of Everything'. I got it on the first guessing attempt. And so, it is being downloaded.

I'm so into oldies!

my sister is such a copyCAT

2007-12-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

The river is still blue. It isn't a spectacular occurrence anyway.

Lesson learnt. Less assumption. More direct communication. I hope I will learn and more importantly, put into practice.

Tian Pei Yi, I'm clinging to you. So to PCDs.

I assume many are relieved after THE two papers. There I go again.

It started with 4 at around 7pm. 11 at 10pm.

ada chatroom lagi.

My elder sis is going for her school trip to Taman Negara tomorrow with another 25 schoolmates or Form 6-mers/STPM-mers. That's her leech-preventing -socks. Pretty ugly huh?

I commented that she looks like one of the Teletubbies now, with the exception of the antenna.

No, my sis isn't going to do CAT.

Oh my, it can't be the first of January!

total assets=total equity and liabilities

2007-12-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

It is such a bizarreness that I haven't been to the Giant in Muar.

It is such an occurrence that Sungai Muar is blue today.

It is such a blessing that I see morning sun rays!

It is miracle that I actually balanced off my accounts.

anticipating ESP. i'm d.o.o.m.e.d.

2007-12-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

DOOM day has actually arrived. Okay, I'm a day in advance. Let me spell d.o.o.m.. That's for me-self.

It didn't cross my mind that this day will arrive, it has, now. Thanks to all the slacking and mugging of non-CAT items this semester. =)

Let not fear transmit to thy souls.

Waving all the best to all kucings serakan. (It's a matter of manners)

cute hunks on 8TV

2007-12-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm watching Ultimate Prom on 8TV. Multitasking, I am. =)

It's a must to watch? For Joelle, at least.

She just called me! And told me that the Sunway girl, Sarah is/was my classmate! She wasn't known as Sarah in class. No wonder she looks so familiar! When my sister told me about this Sarah a couple of days ago, the first in my mind was Haafiz's girl. Haha.

My sister just screamed 'So cute!!!'. Well, not bad lar. I am referring to the guys.

Oh my, why most of them (guys) play guitar?!!*screams craziness*

The guys are speaking like they're in a pageant competition. Pretty well versed, the guys, for now. It's essential.

I hope Sarah wouldn't do too bad. Fingers crossed.

'We're supposed to be there!', exclaimed Joelle. Thanks to CAT.

CATs, pass CAT, so we'll be known as CAT no more.

2007-11-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

Home is where I find refuge.
I'm home.

a butterfly drawn to flame

2007-11-19T21:58:00.001+08:00

Ting Xin sent me this and asked me to take a look. I put P7 textbook aside and waited for that something which is in store for me to be transfered entirely.

This is a screen shot. Duh!

Click on it to read. Again, duh!

I read it over and over a few times, to get what are behind those words.

This 'Nocturnal' guy was describing me as a butterfly with wings. XD.

Okay, that's not the point.

But they are going to be burned off. X(.

I'm running out of topic again.

I actually find it kinda true and provoking. I said this to myself before. Well, close. Stop fooling with fire, I remember.

Not knowing who he is, should be a he from the name, I called TingXin on her cell and interrogated her. Okay, not that serious. I was just asking who he is and was she sure that he was talking bout me.

So she said he is the moderator of Kenny Sia's blog CBox blah blah blah. Being suaku (Oh ya, I learnt that KL folks doesn't know what is suaku, most because they're not Hokkiens), I said 'Moderator?' As in he's Kenny Sia? She almost yelled at me for my stupidity and suaku-ness. Maybe she was, I'm just used to it.

So, Kenny Sia needs, not one, but a few moderators to look after his CBox. Popular or should I use notorious.

TingXin told me how Nocturnal found out bout me or my name. I was hung up, pardon me, my picture was hung up at her blog's sidebar since er... she turned 17.

This guy (Nocturnal) out of nowhere, no, out of Kenny Sia's CBox asked TingXin who I am, or again my name.

Vulnerable!, she told me. He told me that at first, she added. I obviously went like 'Huh, vulnerable, me?' Doesn't make sense, right? Good thing I wasn't muka tembok-ing, TingXin said 'Yalar!'. Nasib baik.

She repeated and stood firm what she has typed on the line. Let me quote, 'that's thru though. the perfection part i mean.' I'm sure she misspelled 'true'.

Maybe a bit lah.

I continued questioning her.

"So he's some sort of psychic? All he wrote is kinda true. (except that I'm in human form, bukan serangga)."

"He has a crystal ball and he goes around predicting."

Ohh.. A gypsy?

'She has to be completely broken before she understands'. This may has a little relevance to me.

I spotted another part which might not be true. 'Her protector might be in front of her'. My protector is around me!

Indicator that I should stay away from problems or get myself out of problems?

Whatever it is, my future has been decided by God!

I like the way he put the words into the sentences.

*crawls back to P7 textbook she has been facing for more than 2 weeks*

10 drafts and counting upwards.

everybody LOVES barney...................................................................................................... not

2007-11-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

Since so many kucings have expressed their abhorrence toward the innocent purple dinosaur,

saying that

he's a pedo (PeiYi),
peiyi screamed and tore hair out

no, a gay pedo (David)
(david blames it/he for being purple in color)

which/who is millions of years old (also David) and hangs around only kids,
(david is just jealous that he's no longer a kid and that Barney would not want to hang around him)

born purple (David)

(peiyi loves purple, guess not a purple dinosaur)

a childhood nightmare (Charissa),
charissa ran away like a mad child

reminisced his childhood days (Nicholas)
nicholas said 'I don't like barney' and laughed wahaha. (hmm.. what did Barney do to him?)

but cute (Nicholas, again)
nicholas denied hatred but clarified dislikeness, letting out his signature 'wOOt'.

still, a no no (Kevin),
kevin screamed aahhhhh

I have no choice but to turn off the auto play.

See how traumatize they are when Barney (maybe I should stop using the word 'Barney'), I mean, the purple dino revisits their life, that their fur can stand upright like electric has flowed through every single fur they have.

Proof of trauma

Perhaps we should declare a Purple Day? To get you guys out of the trauma the purple dino had caused.

IF you need to feel loved anytime of the day, the song will still be here. Just one thing, you have to press this time.

GO PURPLE!

Cats get intimidated by a shrinking dinosaur?

she's the nerd-wanna-be

2007-11-06T20:19:00.001+08:00

The bloggist hopes/wants/yearns/wishes/desires/needs to be like her.

the great invention

2007-11-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Japanese innovators.

Oh ya, Meng Hong, you should read this.

I think some are kinda pretty and acceptable. For me at least, I can't say for the whole Malaysia.

If Japanese can come out with this, Malaysians should be able to take it, betul? Though their advancement in technology is undeniable, their superb health and healthy food, the cram and suicidal rate which exceed ours, we're still equally Asians.

I also received a Friendster message from Chris (CAT coursemate) on top of the email, saying that we shouldn't have our contact lenses on during BBQ. That was the only line I could read, the rest are in Chinese characters. XP. So chinese I am!

They might melt due to the heat. Contact lenses are plastics if I am right. I might not be. Wearing should be alright. Just don't stay too near the fire for too long.

Contact lens users, you might want to replenish or refurbish your knowledge on THEM which you insert and lie directly on one of the most important organs in human body. It could be quite some time since you first met your optician for contact lens. With additional history information and general information and more importantly, the way to care for your contact lens, Wikipedia provides it all sufficiently. May I call it Wackypedia?

When there's a greatest, there surely a worst. Or two.

Mankind has recognised nuclear bombs as the worst invention.

I was watching a Singaporean series on AEC, one of the characters said besides nuclear bombs, there another It Worst (It's not a Mr. or Mrs. or Ms.), karaoke which happens to be popularized by the best nation, Japan, again. Not the whole nation, a singer of the nation.

Should we like salute the Japanese?

if only i can flip a page with muffs

2007-11-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

Dad was the one who has always been able to give warmth my hands.

Now, I have to warm them myself.

If I could hold a pen right and write with no difficulties, I wouldn't mind the stares of people because it's just too cold in 3.14!

Look what I found when I was searching for a picture of a muff.

downsize the cup!

2007-10-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

I am certainly to regret my nods to the hair dresser. It was contrary to what I wanted when I decided it was time to get a trim at least. I'm just back to square one, nothing drastic compared to people who shave their hair bald. I'm still hairful, not hairless.

Well anyway, after sis fetched me from the saloon, she wanted to eat. And then we saw McDonalds!

Have you tried the new Cornetto Sundae or Cornetto McFlurry? One of the What's Hot's Hotties.

The differences between the new Mc Flurry and the old are:
The price difference of 50 cents. (People always say accountants are stingy and calculative. XD. I don't want to turn into one like them.)
It so sweet! Too sweet for me. I think they charge the extra cents for the chocolate topping which they use for Sundaes.
Instead of Oreos(I only take Oreo Mc Flurry), some crunchy something which got to do with Cornetto.

That's about all.

different, now indifferent

2007-10-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously feeling like crap now. I'll post something up some things that had happened lately, maybe later or never.

It's just the feeling. The feeling which is so familiar. It has been a year, not literally but close to one. Am I wasting my time here or I've did the right thing? No one can answer that, I suppose.

That was what I typed yesterday before Seng Kim rang me. Then my cable come out, so I couldn't connect. Instead of trying to get connected, I got ready as Han and Kim said they'll come pick me up after their lunch. Kim was feeling guilty? I decided not to continue with the post.

Saying that they needed my help in getting gifts for our lecturers, we headed to BIG Bookshop in Taipan to get so BIG stuffs. Not to be posted till they're presented to our lecturers.

We spent like an hour in the bookshop. One of the reasons for the delay...

Everyone owns a pintu kecemasan.

Han looking like a criminal. And me, just bah.

The sign I hold should be lower but I wanna keep everything decent and under-aged. XD. We're not getting horny. Some 'education' David said he has to 'transfer' to some naives in college.

On the way to Han's house, Kim said 'I want goreng pisang'. Mind you, it's pisang goreng. Hukum DM, remember? Oily and unhealthy food, reason to stomaches? Kim, you better watch out. Good thing you weren't the other Jonathan.

We waited till 7++. Pada pukul enam, sebatang hidung pun tak nampak. Adalah batang hidung kita bertiga. Akhirnya, baru kita sepuluh orang. But we did enjoy ourselves, I believe.

Before dinner. I had no idea they were doing that to me. Picture stolen from PeiYi.

As a replacement for Dominos Pizza, we decided to eat out. Chinese Food. Fast food was the first being voted out.

See how recklessly we ate. Being so hungry by 830, the guys couldn't be bothered by the mess.

Thanks auntie for dinner!

After eating, it was just TOO early for all of us to go back. We opted for movie. In Han's house. Led by David, we went to a shop to get 3 DVDs. Pirated. I don't think I have to say. Movie, junkies (not drugs), soft drinks, air cond, comfy chair(for me at least) and no lights.

Blade of Glory
In Pursuit of Happyness
Prestige

Bolded one was chosen. I thought they wouldn't want to watch that yesterday.

Note that David wasn't literally on me.

I said junk food. And soft drinks. It's a bottle cap Han is holding. Free ad by desperate model-wanna-bees.

Kim is making himself home.

Halfway through the movie, I suddenly remembered. I'm not in Muar. I'm staying in the condo hostel which has curfew. And it was Thursday, not Friday. Being girls, Rebecca and Pei Yi have to go back. Left as the only girl, I couldn't stay over although they were going to watch movie the whole night and made the night Movie Rally, instead of Pizza Night.

And I couldn't drive. Talking bout driving, my dad said he has to teach me drive. I went like 'When? No time lar.' Then I said, 'If I'm permitted to drive in KL, I might consider learning to drive soon'.

I feel so bad for making Owen drive me back. It was a sudden plan for the guys to stay over. They didn't want me around. So, I had to leave, incurring the risk that I might not be able to enter the condo at 1am. Kim could stay. Maybe I shouldn't have considered going. Sorry Owen!

Guess what excuse I gave to the security guard. Prepared with my hostel card in my hand, I went in straight, unquestioned.

I noticed that there were no guys from CATAB 4. And only a girl from CATAB 1. Anything to say about it? Well, we should not have a divider after so long. I mean categorizing Group 1 and 4 and not forgetting Sept 06 after so many months. So, its just us 6 girls and 4 guys from CATBC 1.

And the Jason guy who messaged me when we were watching movie is only at the innocent age of 14. But he's 30cms taller than me. Exactly 30 because besides taking those X-rated picture, Kim measured my height with two wooden rulers which were opposite the signs.

Kucing-kucing sekalian is over and done with Mock-mare. I'm looking forward for the next gathering, or whatever it is. Genting, anyone?

of shanta and jay and their wackiest bunch of students

2007-10-20T09:54:00.001+08:00

Exclusively for CATBC 1-ians purposes.

Pictures from PeiYi's blog. Of better quality, I suppose.

Pardon me for the quality of the first two pictures. My itchy hands.

Copy those pictures for general purposes.

If the pixels aren't sufficient for your specific use,

Go to Photobucket

Alternatively,let me know or leave a comment, so that I can mail them or send them via MSN where I can find speedier connection.

what difference can half an hour make?

2007-10-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

It could have earned me RM50, then I'll be RM50 richer. I won't be taxed anyway. XD.

Pictures I took.

Picture from Star Newspaper.

Victor showed me the page in the newspaper today and asked whether I witnessed it. Coincidentally, I even have pictures. Sad case for the car owner, or his father. And for Sunway College as well, perhaps. They have to bear the cost.

I was walking back from college when the rain ceased. The tree was already cut into 'blocks' by then. I found it quite 'amazing' in a way, because it has been uprooted causing the road to be uneven. The spot where the road was recently tarred.

The cat which frightened Joelle away from her seat. And made her exercised!

Me, as a girl, doesn't like bringing umbrella along, what more a guy, besides neglecting their macho-ness? 'Sacrifices' have to be made in order to keep yourself dry, or at least drier.

berries but not jams

2007-10-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

Class ended 3 hours earlier today, thank goodness, but that isn't a valid excuse to crap here. Ms Joyce certainly did not permit this.

So, I was wearing 'I'm Single' T-shirt today. Some of my classmates after reading the words, exclaimed together, 'Liar!', they said. How depressing. Haha.

Then so happen when I was tapao-ing dinner in the cafe, a girl came in. Nope, she wasn't wearing the same T-shirt as I was (some girls just can't stand the sight of another girl wearing the same top), she wore something 'opposite' from me. Nope again, she wasn't wearing it upside down, or leftside right. She was wearing a printed T-shirt which says 'SORRY I'm already taken'.

If it wasn't my imagination, she smiled after looking at what I wore. I would have taken a picture of her top if it wasn't for my loud camera sound which I am not able to off. Whatsoever, she stood next t me after ordering. I almost ask her whether she wanted a picture together. I can be very sampat at times.

flying the second apology plane

2007-10-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

So, this goes to Nicholas Wong.

A white one with a blue background. I hope it's okay with you.

I'm sorry for 'shooting' you.

I'm sorry that I said that you're not one of the cute guys in Group 2 that PeiYi talks about.
But I didn't deny that she might think that you're one of them. X(.
I didn't say anything bad about you, because I don't know anything about you, except for your name and you're also a CAT.

Now, PeiYi is REALLY mad with me.

The first one has made me feel guilty enough.

The following ones made me a mean person.

True enough, I am mean.

Not forgetting the time I 'shot' you during Moral Presentation.
I am a lousy person.

I've deleted my personal message on MSN yesterday.

Kept a screen shot of it though.

She'll still be MAD with me.

slacking, i am

2007-10-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

How about this?

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See it in a different way now.

"Stay away! I've got bad breath!"

Therefore, use L.I.S.T.E.R.I.N.E!

No offence, Hing Yee!

Pardon my nonsensical act.

i got it from my mama

2007-10-06T16:33:00.001+08:00

I am feeling a lil dizzy. I am not sure whether is it just me or the liquor. Or alcohol. I am seventeen. SOUR seventeen. Therefore I am eligible, no more restricted to alcoholic drinks. Smiles.

I got permission to drink, okay.

So happen it was Ladies' Night. Got another two glasses. XP

First. Tequilla and Lime.

Second. Gin and Coke.

End of the third one.

Dinner with uncle, aunt and cousins was superb.

Rainforest Bistro & Cafe. If you have never heard of it, it's in Sunway Pyramid. Or outside of the shopping mall. Near Jack's Place.

But because it was kinda dark and I refused to use the flash, quality of pictures went down the drain. Only some could be salvaged.

It was also Football Night. The bistro is the all time supporter of Manchecter United.

That's beer. I like the idea that all the girl waitresses were wearing jerseys. I find it unique.

I know that guy. He's THAT guy!

A discoball.

The HOT manageress.

Cousin's dessert. I don't think I want to spoil your impression on the food served Bistro with pictures taken. But still, I can assure you the tasty-ness.

I'm still underage for this. Frowns. Dinner was on me though.

It's next to this also.

I find this just cute.

Got nothing better to do?

Yay!

They dropped their 'Y'.

Hmmm...

That's me expressing how much I enjoy the food.

That's me when I discover I should get some highlights. My eyebag scares me.

Oh by the way, it wasn't my first time having alcohol.

An emo guy, seafood fried rice, Resident Evil and a bunch of people who didn't know it was my birthday. It's a cool way of celebrating my 17th. I like it. And I mean it.

Signing off.

i'm a desperado

2007-10-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

Guess what? Many would answer 'What?'. It's HuiYi's birthday today. Don't say 'So What?'.

Let me start with:

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, KATIE!

That's the 'commonest' way of greeting. And I prefer to go with the name 'HuiYi'.

To be uncommon or weird/stupid/lame,

Sent message:
Soh Hui Yi
03-Oct-07 12:00 am

Roses are pink,
violets are blue.
This sounds typical,
because it's meant to.
Something uncommon is all you ask for your birthday,
Thus I'm giving you.
Call are banned
because william is a hottie prince.
I asked for his mercy,
so my will be granted.
Oh how grateful I am to his majesty,
that your highness is able to read this lame message and curse this lame person who's trying to impress thou without saying '_ 17th_!'
B*tch, ya yell,
but heard not.

Love, your princess.

Inbox:
Soh Hui Yi
03-Oct-07 12:02 am

Bitch! Thanks v v much :) am super touched :) and i am with the hottie prince right now. Haha i am super happy right now :) hugs and kisses!

Read 'ya' as ya, not you.

I got this norm/system(I'm very organised in certain things). I save full names (If the subject has got only three syllables) and I've been scolded over and over, only by the femmes. Because they're the only ones who like invading my privacy without my permission-that's why 'invading' is used. I didn't allow them, that's for sure. Them, I have to exclude JolWee. She respects my privacy.

And oh, Kate (TingXin) made me sound so despo in her blog. That's so sad.

She has developed, I would say this habit of molesting or in a nicer way, touching, my stomach. Not only that part, she touched my ... (erm, better stop there, it's too personal) once or twice. I looked at her, she was like selamba saje. Of course I gave her a loud 'Wei!'.

Since three of us is back in Muar, we went out for supper. After eating, they started touching each other's stomach, then TingXin's hand came over to mine. Then she started comparing. I'm so getting used to it now because they have been doing that. I think JolWee won't do it? Well, it has been a long time since four of us hang out together.

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